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I call your name for a tens, hundreds, thousands...I lost counts but you didn't come as what you promised. I'm so furious and lonely. I always longing for you so I traveled the whole world just to find you yet everything was vain. Many years of waiting and finding I finally found you. But instead of feeling happy I felt sad, angry, disappointed, hopeless and miserable.

How come after many years of searching at last I would find out that you're already married and have children with another man?

I almost lost hope in life and finally decided to end it. As I did, I should've been dead but a beautiful, carefree, kind and mysterious lady that resembled you pulled me out of mysery and death's door.

Does my waiting worth it? Or it's just a wishful thinking?

Finding Yun Tian Hua

Poem for Chapter 3: Desperate Times Calls For Desperate Measures


For forgiveness that you're the only one have


Strives, the knowledge this foolish one longed


For this human, the greatest of all, who sinned


All the things he asked in prayers, you gave 


But one particular one was not, wished 


Blaming you for this brain that small as grain


No peace brought in heaven and in his heart, the temple.


All faults thrown to the God for the things he never done.


He already had given everything the human asked


But not once that human in proper thy used.


Knowledge and brain he's one causing the damage.


Ironic, crazy laughter filled as he ran


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