Chapter 36: Wake up now, please

*BEEP* *BEEP* *BEEP*

The machine kept beeping behind Beomgyu who was lying on the hospital bed. It wasn't looking like he got injured. It seems like he was sleeping peacefully, having a very sweet dream. There were no traces, no mark on his face. The white skin was glowing under the light of the hospital.

It has been three days since Beomgyu got hit on his head. The doctors said he's gonna be okay but they said that he should've gained his consciousness earlier. Even they couldn't figure out why he was unconscious for such a long time. They kept checking on him from time to time but they couldn't help him to get up.

Soobin was sitting beside him all night hoping that Beomgyu would wake up and explain what he did before fainting. He kept looking at the sleeping princess and kept reminiscing about the moments when they were together. He actually misses the cute jumps(Beomgyu usually walks while bouncing whenever he feels happy) of him. How he was scolding him when they first met. How he wanted to bully him but got embarrassed. How he kept following him wherever Soobin went and glued up with him. He was missing everything and kept remembering that time when his first kiss had been stolen by him. He got teary eyes while thinking about them as he was afraid of losing him at the same time.

"Please, wake up for my sake! You said you'd protect me. So, how can you protect me while lying down on this bed? Don't you have to wake up now and keep following me?" Soobin dropped his valuable tears which he didn't shed for even his mother. He held Beomgyu's hand and pulled it in front of him. He bent down and touched his forehead with Beomgyu's hand.

"Why? Why you did it? Are you stupid? Can't you see I've always tried to avoid you? Because this is my true identity. I-I'm not a good person but you trusted me so much and tried to protect me. I'm the one to blame. Why it kept happening? Now you get hurt because of me. I can't lose another precious person. I can't erase more memories. It's very hard for me. Very hard. I didn't want to be born in that family. My mom should've have an abortion when I came to her womb. It'd be best for her too." Soobin kept mumbling with himself. He held Beomgyu's hand with both hands and took it in front of his mouth. Then he kissed the fist and put back the hand in its place.

"Can you wait outside because I need to change his clothes." A wardboy came inside with clothes and towels.

"Can't I just stay beside him?" Soobin asked politely.

"Are you family of him?" the boy asked. Soobin stopped for a moment because it was true that they aren't a family, nor friends (Because Beomgyu never mentioned him as a friend). Then what is he to him?

"Okay, then help me to hold him since I'm alone and everyone else is busy right now." He said. Soobin thought he'd tell him to wait outside so he was prepared but now he was surprised and became happy.

The guy took the goods on the table which was kept beside the bed and came to Beomgyu. He pulled off the white blanket from Beomgyu's body and started unbuttoning his shirt.

"W-Wait!" Suddenly Soobin shouted as he was hesitating if he should let others see Beomgyu's precious body.

"What happened?" He was confused.

"C-Can I-I change him by myself?" Soobin hesitated but he was clear with his words. The wardboy understood what Soobin wanted to say. And he also guessed that the two of them were dating and the tall guy was the obsessed one and he couldn't let others see his dream boy's body. He chuckled and replied,

"Are you sure you don't need help?"

"I'll call you if I need anything." Soobin said while being very confident in himself.

"Okay, then I'll wait outside. Make sure to change his pants too and rub this liquid medicine all over his body and wipe it with this towel." He showed everything and told everything what Soobin should do. Soobin nodded as he understood everything. When the boy went outside he came to Beomgyu and tried to unbutton his shirt. But his hand was trembling and he kept gulping since he got to see the fair body of the boy.

The first step was successfully done by Soobin. He finally pulled off the upper cloth from the body. But he got blush when he saw the beautiful body of his sleeping princess. Suddenly he wanted to kiss the body. He went closer slowly but came back to his senses in no time. He shooed his dirty thoughts and took the liquid medicine to rub on the body. The more he touched the body, the more his desire tried to wake up.

But he won every time until he went for the lower part of his body. His hand approached the pants but his hand was trembling too hard and he just couldn't pull it off for a while. Somehow he managed to take off the pants and no matter how much he was trying not to look at his naked body, he ended up looking at him. And he couldn't hold up anymore. As soon as he looked at his d*ck, he fell on the ground.

The wardboy rushed inside as he heard the crushing sound and saw the most unpleasant scenery in his life. Now he won't just need to take care of one guy but another guy would give him a hard time. He hit his own forehead for some time since he was regretting that he shouldn't leave the tall guy alone.

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"Hey! Hey! Hey!" Taehyun rushed to Jungwon as he saw the boy nearly run outside after hearing the bell. Taehyun blocked Jangwon and spread his both hands as he didn't want to let him go.

"Why are you ignoring me?" Taehyun asked with a cold voice. "I-I have something to d-do. L-Let m-me g-go." Jungwon was faltering as he was feeling guilty.

"Since the day I got into the accident, you started to avoid me. Do you think I'm a fool who won't notice that? Why are you doing this to me? You need to at least explain so that I can understand. What are you up to and what have I done wrong that I deserve this behavior from you?" Taehyun was going to Jungwon and the cute boy was moving backwards until he got stuck between him and the wall.

"Y-You didn't do anything. I-it was all my fault so I just can't forgive myself. Don't worry. It has nothing to do with you." Jungwon tried to escape from Taehyun's grip but he couldn't since Taehyun held his hand and blocked it with the wall. He was looking so ferocious and seemed like he was gonna skin the cute boy.

"It doesn't have anything to do with me? Huh? You are the one who approached me first. You are the one who proposed to spend time together. Because of you I took part in that quiz show. And you are the one who made a mess of my mind! YOU THINK THESE ARE A JOKE! How can you be so childish?" Taehyun tried to take out his anger but confused and guilty feelings towards the boy.

"I-I...how did I make a mess?" Jungwon was quite confused.

"You!..... DIDN'T YOU F*CKING TELL YOUR BROTHER THAT I'M YOUR...*sigh* forget it. If that's what you want then fine. We won't meet again. BUT! You need a perfect explanation to please me or else I'm not gonna let you go." Taehyun was loud at first but he slowed down since he noticed that he scared the boy.

Jungwon gulped as he was scared but also he found Taehyun very sexy at the same time. He wanted to explain everything but what if he won't believe him? What if he finds it disgusting and despises him? What would he do? Can he take the risk of losing him? At least now he is by his side as a friend. He couldn't find a solution right then.

"Hyung! What if I say your accident was because of me?" Jungwon asked with a low voice. When Taehyun felt Jungwon wouldn't run away again, he loosened him but he couldn't digest what the boy just said to him.

"What?"

"Let's forget about it. What if I tell you that I like you?" Jungwon asked with a very pitiful but sweet voice. Hearing that Taehyun was so shocked that he lost his word.