Chapter 45: Don't scare me like this!

Soobin was walking on the street while going to Beomgyu's house. He had so much to think about and his mind was messed up with those thoughts. Firstly, when he heard about Yoongi, he was really astonished but slowly he could catch everything. Actually, Yoongi was a friend of his Jin hyung but when Jin had been killed, he was in foreign country and maybe he still doesn't know about Jin. Yoongi used to adore Soobin a lot and he was the person whom Soobin went to, asking for a suggestion as he couldn't understand what he should do about his feelings towards Jin.

Secondly, when Namjoon said, Beomgyu was a girl before and his every dream was part of his memory, then why did Beomgyu say they met before too? Why did Soobin have no idea who he was and  where and when they met? Soobin was lost in his thoughts. He was walking with a philosopher vibe.

"He sure had a tragic past. How could he not be sad after hearing everything? And maybe he remembered his accident and now he's traumatized. I should go to him ASAP." Soobin sped up and reached Beomgyu's house after some moments. For the first time, he knocked on the door and he didn't know why he felt so nervous. Actually it was a feeling when a boyfriend came to meet his lover's parents for the first time. Hyuningkai opened the door and looked at him.

"Oh, Soobin hyung!" Kai was surprised but his face was telling something else more than surprised.

"W-What h-happened?" Soobin asked.

"Come inside first." Kai replied with his pathetic look.

"Where is Beomgyu? I came to meet him." Soobin explained his reason for coming there.

"H-he's u-upstairs." Hyuningkai said while faltering. Seems like he was afraid of something or worried about something very much.

"Can I go to meet him?" Soobin was being polite as he came here for the first time.

"Actually..... I'm afraid you can't." Hyuningkai said with a very worried face.

"Why?" Soobin was surprised and looked at him with questionable eyes.

"He hasn't come out of his room since he came back home. I tried my best to make him come outside but there were no sounds coming from his room. Now Yeonjun hyung is trying to talk with him but still, there's no reply from him. Do you know what happened to him? And why is he acting like this? I've never seen him this depressed so I'm afraid that we should break the door and see if he's...." HyuKa was so worried and he said with a scared look. Hearing everything, Soobin ran upstairs as he was also afraid that Beomgyu did something to himself.

"No! No! He can't do something like that. He's okay, I'm sure!" Soobin talked in his mind. Though he was trying to calm himself down, he got more worried about the cute little fluffy boy. Yeonjun was standing in front of Beomgyu's door. He looked so tense and tired.

"Let me try." Soobin said to Yeonjun with a very low voice and went closer to the door.

Yeonjun moved a little to make space for Soobin while replying affirmatively. Soobin knocked on the door slowly and put his ear on the door to listen if Beomgyu made a sound or not.

"Beomgyu-ah! It's me! Can you open the door, please?" Soobin talked with a very sweet and low voice. But there was no reply from inside which made Soobin a little depressed.

"Beomgyu-ah! Please come out! You said you want me to be your friend whom I could share everything with, right? So, won't you give me a chance?" Soobin asked and tried to listen but it was in vain.

"Beomgyu-ah! Please let me be by your side when you're suffering, hm? Please come out!" Soobin started knocking harder on the door.

"I tried my best too, Soobin! Can you tell me what happened? Why is he like that?" Yeonjun asked with a very worried face.

"I'll tell you later. Please help me take him out first." Soobin replied and looked at the door again.

"Hey! Beomgyu! Do you hear me? Come out! Or else....." Yeonjun shouted though it didn't work at all.

"Beomgyu-ah! Do you really think nobody cares for you? Well, even not a single people in this world won't care for you, I will always care for you. Because you think of me as your friend and that's enough for me. Nobody wanted to be my friend since I was a kid. But you are different. You came to me and gave me hope for living. I really don't want to lose anymore, Beomgyu-ah! Please come out! I need to talk with you. I need to tell you everything because I don't want to live alone anymore. You said, you'd listen to me. Then why did you cage yourself now? Did you f*cking lie to me? I won't give you a chance to abandon me. If you don't come out now, I'll break the door for sure!" Soobin was loud while saying those without thinking.

"I'm gonna break the door now!'' When Soobin said it, a creaking sound came inside the door and finally Beomgyu showed his face.

"There's no need to break it. You don't have money to compensate." Beomgyu said with a very low voice and stood in front of Soobin.

"B-Beomgyu-ah!" Soobin hugged his friend while calling his name and suddenly he cried out.

"I-I t-thought....." Soobin stopped talking as it was very dangerous thoughts of him because he was gonna break the door for real as he thought Beomgyu committed suicide.

"Thank goodness you're okay. Don't scare me anymore. I can't take it anymore." Soobin cried after a long time. Beomgyu smiled as he was whipped by the big bunny's cuteness.

"I got it. But why are you crying?" Beomgyu laughed with a low voice.

"Hey! You! What do you think of yourself, huh? You always stay beside us when we need someone but you lock yourself up when you need us? You f*cking a**hole! I'll show you today!" Yeonjun came closer and flicked on Beomgyu's forehead.

"Hyung!" Beomgyu pouted but he felt happy when he saw everyone was caring for him.

"This is what called a family." he thought. He was depressed because he remembered everything he was, where he came from and how he used to live before. Hearing the noise, Kai also came upstairs and seeing Beomgyu, he ran towards them.

"Beomgyu hyung!" He pushed Soobin away to hug his hyung warmly. He didn't care for anything else but to take Beomgyu in his arms. But he didn't know someone stopped crying and glared at him with his red eyes. But avoiding his eyesight, Yeonjun also joined them, making Soobin more jealous.

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"Let's go!" Yeonjun said to Beomgyu as he wanted to cheer him up even though he didn't know what Beomgyu was going through.

"Where?" Beomgyu asked.

"Can I join too?" Soobin asked. He had been staying there since then and he wanted to follow Beomgyu everywhere.

"Of course!" saying this he looked at Kai who didn't insist  on going with them.

"We'll be back soon! Cook the food before we come back so that all of us can eat together. Soobin!(Looking at Soobin) You have to join too!" Yeonjun said.

"Okie! Have fun!" Kai answered cutely. But who knew that Kai had a different plan so he finished making food already. He planned to heat the food before serving after coming back. He got ready as soon as he could and left the house. After some time, he reached his destination and went inside the bar. As he remembered what Clark said earlier, he came to the bar to watch Yeonjun sing the song dedicated to his lover. He wanted to know who his lover was though he was feeling strange about this matter. He didn't want Yeonjun to become someone else's special person but he needs to know who his brother likes.

"Oh, hey! You came?" Clark came to HyuKa and asked. He seemed different today as he was wearing suits and clothed very decently.

"Hi! You look great!" HyuKa replied.

"Really? Thanks!" saying this he extended his hand which was holding a glass of juice to Kai.

"What's this?" Kai asked.

"It's grape juice, your favorite. Come now! He'll begin in a short time." saying this he dragged Kai with himself and made him sit beside himself. Kai drank the juice and waited for Yeonjun. Noticing him emptying the glass, Clark said, "Let me refill your glass."

"Oh! It's okay. I don't need it anymore." Kai replied. But Clark took the glass and came back in a very short time after refilling it. He gave it to Kai and smirked though the cute boy couldn't understand what was the reason behind the smile. He drank the juice again. At that time, Yeonjun came to his stage and greeted his audiences. Kai noticed Soobin and Beomgyu were sitting in the front seat while looking at Yeonjun. Within a short time, Yeonjun started singing,

*My tears fall like water so that I can grow

Not like I was before

Tryna make a change, I need something more

I can't hold back these tears, let me cry

They say a man ain't supposed to cry, so I'mma let the song cry.....*

Kai was lost in his voice but suddenly he started feeling strange. He was getting hot and it was unbearable for him. It was a very awkward feeling that can't be described in words.

"Excuse me!" he told Clark and went to the washroom. Clark understood what was happening and he felt very happy. He followed Kai to the restroom and saw the little boy struggling a lot.

"Is it that hot? Your face turned red! Let's go find a cold place for now." Clark held HyuKa to support him walking. But the angelic boy had no idea where the guy was taking him to. Clark took him inside a room and let him lie on the bed.

"It's too uncomfortable." Kai was panting heavily and struggling.

"Everything will be okay, just let me touch you and you'll be fine." Clark gave a very soft touch on Kai's face.

"No! I need to see the performance!" HyuKa insisted and sat down.

"Help yourself first, hm?" Clark said gently and forced him to lie again.

"No! Don't touch me! It's more uncomfortable! Please don't touch me like this!" Kai begged and started trying to avoid the guy's touch.

When Clark saw Kai wasn't letting him touch himself at all, he took out a syringe and inserted the needle in Kai's neck which made him fall and become unconscious.