Letting go

To pass time, I rolled down the windows and looked outside. The sunlight slowly streamed down and chased dawn away. The sound of honks and beeps filling the air caused me to quickly roll up the windows.

..........

"Young Misses, We have arrived".

I stepped down and looked towards the huge gate. There was a symbol of a giant great oak with blue waves swirling around the tree etched onto the gate.

"Wait for me," I told the driver.

"Come on, You promised Mum that you would take me around the school". Eva called out.

Taking a deep breath, I steeled my nerves.

-I hope I did see the Male lead today. He was one of the characters that brought out very strong emotions in my body-.

As I walked through the halls, I got flashbacks of the character me walking around the school. I saw where she normally chatted with her friends and classmates. The hallways she took to her classes and the library. She had spent a lot of time there.

As I power-walked in the direction of my locker, I could hear the whispers surrounding me.

"Ah, Look, The fake daughter and the real one are walking together," A boy said in what I assume was an attempt at whispering.

"Really!, I thought they would hate each other" A girl replied.

"Hey shhh, She could hear you" Another advised with a finger between her lips.

"Teirrah!!, I heard what happened, you must be so sad" A girl called from behind me with a mocking tone.

"Oh, Another show to watch," Someone said

I immediately turned around as I heard her voice.

"Zinnia" I whisper out. She looked exactly like Zinnia except she was decked in a Uniform used by the females of the great oak high school. The Lila outfit matched her glossy dark skin and highlighted her black eyes. Her face that was usually blurry in my memories came back in clear definition.

As I immediately walked towards her to hug her, I felt my head hurt as Memories immediately assaulted me.

Gasping, I recalled that she is the Hidden Villain. She is the one to betray my character of me. She had put the final nail on my character's coffin and pushed her to the abyss. She brings up the schemes and manipulates her to get it done. Although my character had excelled in school works, she wasn't emotionally smart. Anyone could tell that she wasn't a friend. A real friend wouldn't have watched as she had gone down the wrong path.

-No, that's not Zinnia, Z would never have done that. Curse you author, At least make an effort to change the looks of your character, even the Female lead looks exactly like the other one-

"Teirrah... Teirrahhh" Eva called out as she tapped my shoulders

"What…"

"I said I don't need you to walk me around anymore, a friend of mine just volunteered to, so bye," She said as she swiftly walked away.

"Was that the real daughter, You have to be mad. So how are we going to deal with her? Hey, I also heard you confessed your feelings to Aron but got rejected. How could you confess to him" She loudly voiced out the last part. She was practically screaming, purposely calling the attention of the audience.

"Yeah, I heard about it too. So embarrassing"

"Yes, Me too, How dare her to confess to him. Does she think they are on the same level just because a relative of hers married into the family"

-Was what was whispered around me-

"Yes I confessed and yes I was rejected" I smile brightly as I replied. -I wanted to quickly end this conversation. Teirrah´s emotions were so overwhelming. The memories sadly brought along the feelings she had felt when she found out about the betrayal along with it-

"Huh," She said, shocked. The crowd also seemed to take a deep breath in as everyone quieted down.

"Wait, why are you smiling. He rejected you" She said, grabbing my shoulders while coming closer like she wanted to force the words into my head.

"I know he did. I was there. But Xenia, you seem to forget that everything has an end"

-Even the pronunciation of their names were similar-

"Even your love for him" She questioned out confused

"Especially my love for him. You know how easily I get bored with things, and I have eventually grown bored with chasing him. Now if you excuse me I have to empty my lockers as I happen to be switching schools. So sad that we won't be able to meet often. I wish you good luck with your life" - As I said that, I felt strong resistance in my soul-

-It's time to let go Teirrah, You don't need his love-

"What…" ignoring her, I keyed in the password of my locker and packed my things directly into my bag and walked away.

Turning around, I saw Aron. He had black hair with green eyes and was quite tall. About 6ft. And He was standing next to Eva. I waited to feel the emotion of Teirrah, but I didn't.

- Are you finally listening to me now. It would be good if I could have better control of the emotions of my body now-

My eyes passed over him like he was air and my legs walked through the doors of the school.

It's time to officially start my new life. Time to finally let go of that little girl that craved love so much that it became poison that she had gladly taken.

"It's my turn to live properly, Teirrah. I promise you that I will take care of our life and body, and if we happen to never find someone to love us, then let us love ourselves, After all, only our self-love truly matters"

And I continued on with my head held up high, I felt warmth on my cheek and a whisper, and I smiled.

Forgive me, Zinnia, although I could not fulfill the first promise. I will fulfill the second. I will live full and happy.

*Behind the scenes 1*

Wait, where are the tears that are supposed to be streaming down your face. Why are you smiling? You are supposed to cry. Why aren't you crying

Something has changed. What happened. You adored him, I know it, so what was with your words today. Was it a lie, are you pretending.

"She is pretending she can't deceive me" I scoffed out, ignoring the emotions I had felt when I had touched her.

*Behind the scenes 2*

She ignored me

"Is this a new way of attracting my attention" I was dragged out of my thoughts by Eva

"Come on, Aron, I need directions to my class," she says with a flushed face.

She is so cute, unlike a certain someone.

No matter what you do, I will NOT love you.