This feeling.

I wake up and I'm in bed.

Outside I can hear the sound of the rain.

'It seems that liquid has worked well'

I feel better, my head doesn't hurt anymore and my eyes don't burn.

I turn my gaze to see to the sides and I realize that the boy is sleeping on his side with his face looking towards me.

He seems to be sleeping soundly.

If it was before, I would surely be nervous and shocked by this situation, but not this time.

Seeing his face reminds me of his concern.

He makes me feel warmth in my heart.

I turn my body, the sheets lifting revealing his well toned bare chest.

'He is naked'

Seeing his muscles, I feel the strength of him.

(NA: Obviously he has underwear, make no mistake)

Maybe it's because of the rain but I feel cold.

'His chest must be warm'

Having these thoughts, for some reason I am not ashamed.

I slowly approach him.

I reach up my hand to touch his pecs.

'They are quite hard and firm'

I feel pleasant the touch of my fingers.

In my heart arises a small desire to be able to feel as much as I can.

This desire is growing rapidly in my heart, I don't stop it, I don't resist the idea, right now I don't care about the rules of keeping the distance between men and women.

I just want to feel the warmth of him on my body.

I approached his body.

I hit my whole body, even if there are clothes in the way, I can feel the contour of his muscles with my body.

'in nice and warm'

Without warning, I feel his hands encircle me.

'He woke him up?'

But after a moment, I don't feel any more movement.

She looked up to find that he still has his eyes closed and fixing him is constant.

'False alarm'

I can see his expression full of happiness from him.

'He must be dreaming something nice'

'Now that I look at him again, I see that he is quite attractive'

My cheeks get a little red but I'm not embarrassed.

Feeling his grip on my back, I can feel like he's in the safest place in the world.

'His hands are big and his arms are wide'

Even if I have worries, they vanish because of the security that being in these arms brings me.

Sleep envelops me again.

I lose consciousness and plunge into the world of dreams.

The next day.

"Mm..."

He regained consciousness.

The first thing I see when I open my eyes is a bare chest while I am wrapped in arms that wrap around my back.

"Eh..." (Imagine the typical anime effect of waking up with someone you don't know or someone you shouldn't have)

My heart starts racing, my face is red, and shyness radiates throughout my body.

'W--Wh-What did we do last night?!!'

I wonder that because I see that he is naked as he hugs me intimately like.

'L-L-Like we h-had our -first time'

I can't stand being in her arms any longer in her arms.

I feel like my heart will jump out of my chest.

Carefully I slowly slip into his arms.

'Please don't wake up'

I slowly slip into his arms, get out of bed and rush to the stairs down from the second floor.

I clutch my chest and I can feel my heart beating like crazy.

Recalling images of his naked body, my face turns red as a tomato.

'Oh no, now what do I do, if we have done it that means we will be husband and wife in the future, what do I do now, I'm not ready to raise a baby'

(NA: if you're wondering why Satsuki is babbling like that, it's because ninjas aren't taught sexual topics in depth and even though they know the words they don't know all the meanings they have or imply, they just tell them things like: 'when you have a partner and you are with him, you will have a baby, things like this you understand me)

There is panic in my heart, I am ashamed but on the other hand there is a different feeling in my heart.

'What will become of me, I'm still young'

Knowing these things, I unconsciously begin to see Yubeng differently, perhaps because due to the few memories she had, she remembered that she was only going to have one partner with whom to spend the rest of my days.

'Now what do I do when I wake up?'

"G-Give him a kiss?"

I am embarrassed to think about these things, so I try to think about other things.

But the image does not leave my head.

I want to have a blank mind but it is impossible.

So an idea occurs to me when I see the mess in the kitchen.

'Maybe if I clean up I won't think about those 'things' anymore

Then I start cleaning.

I am focused because I discovered that there were places that had not been touched in a long time, which generated more effort when cleaning.

After I finished, I started to clean up in other parts because I found that there was more mess in these.

When I was cleaning I unconsciously went up to the second floor.

When I realize I'm already at the door I get nervous.

'Oh no'

But to my luck I see that Yubeng is still sleeping.

'Ugh, saved'

When I'm about to go out, I see that her clothes are lying on the floor.

So for some reason I approached them.

This is the clothes Yubeng was wearing yesterday.

Thinking about that makes my face red again.

'I'm thinking'

Suddenly I feel a smell coming from the garment.

Respite.

'It still smells like him'

So I get redder when I notice what I'm doing.

"Silly, why do you do that"

I scold myself and escape to the first floor fearing that if Yubeng wakes up, he might see me in such an embarrassing situation.

I am on the first floor.

'I wouldn't know how to explain if he suddenly wakes up and sees me doing that in his clothes'

He lifted the clothes that he had in his hands, I realize that they have dirt stains on them.

'It's dirty, I'll wash it'

I can only do that, I have no excuse if he suddenly finds that his clothes are not there and asks me, I don't dare go upstairs right now, I'm afraid he will wake up when he is there.

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PA: If you're wondering why Satsuki can remember some things if she's supposed to have forgotten, the thing is, she lost the parts that deal with her life in which she interacted with other people, not the basic memories like: words, common sense and other things.

In other words he may remember what he taught as a teacher but not remember who the teacher was.

Sorry if some scenes are not well explained, sometimes I find it hard to explain some things.