I just want to let go.

Finishing the class we all started to leave.

By my side I see Satsuki pass without paying attention to me.

As she leaves, I remember that I haven't been with her lately.

'I wonder how she's doing'

After all I can see enthusiasm in her when I show my technique.

I made her believe that my technique derives from the ninja move that they teach at school, so she decided to look carefully, thinking that she would grasp the secret of my technique.

But unfortunately she won't do it because the process of this technique is done internally so instead of a Sharingan she will need a Byakugan, which she doesn't have.

As I'm one of the last to leave, I notice someone coming up behind me.

Almost instinctively I know who he is.

He hugs me from behind.

"Hello, you know, don't forget"

It's lucky that I told Naraku not to wait for me and that he has no companions around because he would have been embarrassing.

Listening to his words, I know what he means.

Yesterday I somehow agreed to go with her today.

"Yes, I still remember"

"Then I'll wait for you, bye..."

She says that as she winks at me as she walks out the door.

*sigh*

Seeing those movements inside me feels like my blood is moving.

Seems like my hormones are getting a bit messed up.

Which makes my face want to turn slightly red (maybe from embarrassment, shyness or other things, who knows)

'I feel that I am less and less resistant to her charms'

Normally I wouldn't feel that way about another person because after all mentally I'm an adult and naturally children aren't in my strike zone but when it's with her, it's my body that reacts, which has some influence on my mind.

As for today's walk, I have some expectations compared to those of the previous times.

...

After changing I leave my house and find Ino waiting for me outside.

"Hi"

"..."

She no longer even asked the reason why she comes to my house instead of the meeting place.

When she is about to open her mouth to start her unnecessary I stop her.

"Don't say it, I get it, so let's just go, okay?"

At my answer she just smiles.

"I just wanted to tell you that you look very attractive in that outfit"

"...?..."

Listening to her words I feel a strange feeling that seems to be a mixture of embarrassment, discomfort and nervousness.

But the sensation is relatively low just enough to make me feel a little weird.

I do not remember that any woman (except my mom) has said something similar to me.

So this ends up being a very rare experience.

"Thank you?..."

Not knowing how to respond to Ino's comment I just get a basic response.

"Hehehe, come on, stop making that face and let's go because time is running out"

After letting out a giggle she urges me to go with her.

About this matter I feel strange and strange.

I feel like the roles have switched between us.

Coming to my house, giving me compliments, and taking the initiative make my mood embarrassing.

I feel that I have somehow lost the pride of man that resides in me by accepting these actions from her.

But I am unable to stop her.

She feels special to me in some way so I feel reluctant to change things.

So I can only approach the problem from another perspective.

Even though I can't resolve her actions from her past, I can still do it in the near future.

So internally I have come to the resolution to be more active in this walk as a man would on a date because in this time I have only had a passive-active participation (due to the low spirits I had when my pocket suffers losses) as if we were just friends but this time it will be a little different.

But today I will like it.

With this in mind I proceed to act.

...

A little time has passed and things are going relatively well.

I have tried to direct this walk through suggestions and other things.

And I was surprised how docile she is.

Yes, she doesn't say much and she gets carried away by me, which raises the confidence that came from me and prompting me to do things more calmly but not less actively.

...

At the end of the day they both say goodbye.

Unbelievably this time my pocket didn't bleed much.

So I feel quite satisfied with the things that have happened today.

...

I'm lying on my bed thinking.

Thought about the interactions I have with Ino lately.

I feel very comfortable when I'm with her which has given rise to conjecture.

'I'm in love?'

But I think better of it and I only see that I feel comfortable next to her and nothing else.

'Can you call that being in love?'

It is something that I had thought a long time ago but this time I have ignored these conjectures but lately such a thing is already possible.

But the main reason why I'm hesitant with these feelings is because lately I had thought that he was in love with Tenten but suddenly found out that he was possibly in love with Ino.

If there's one thing I know, it's that when you fall in love with someone you can't be in love with another person right away.

Especially in this world.

So I feel a bit confused.

'What are my true feelings?'

Do I like Ino or Tenten?

A guess that it's two o'clock is in my heart but I discard it because something inside me considers it absurd.

For some time now I have realized that my heart exists for me to be with only one person.

Maybe it's a characteristic of this world but something inside me makes me take love seriously; I do not feel that it is something forced but as my own will.

*sigh*

"Why are not things more easy?"

Now I envy the protagonists of novels who can easily get a harem.

I close my eyes knowing that tomorrow will probably be another lively day.