Talk too much.

He would be the only person for which I think she is seeing me as an enemy.

'Perhaps she saw some similarity between him and me?'

But what could it be, looking at me as I am, in no way do I look like him.

'Or maybe I didn't realize something I did and it reminded him of his brother'

I keep thinking but it seems that only time will give me a direct answer without me having to ask her directly.

So when I'm a very short distance from her she holds the bottle up in front of her.

Showing her in front of her her eyes.

It seems that my action only made her body tense up more.

"Baby, but don't finish it, I'll have a little later too"

I show a tone in which I will not accept a direct denial.

She doesn't take it immediately but seeing my calm face and my patient disposition she decides to take it but without lowering her guard.

She takes the bottle and brings it slowly to her mouth but subtly she is taking deep breaths to catch any scent.

If she picks up any strange scent then she will immediately return it.

But it seems to be normal water, it doesn't have any distinctive smell.

So she doesn't stop her hand and drinks them.

The coolness immediately goes down her throat cooling the unnecessary heat in her body making her brain cooler.

Seeing that she drinks it without a problem, then I get a smile from the heart that is immediately projected on my face.

'Now we just have to wait a moment'

The effect doesn't take long to kick in and I can feel her mind stabilize considerably.

Now that she is in this state, I have to take the opportunity to do something.

I don't think much and just come up with an idea.

So under her attention I sit quietly next to her.

So confidently enough I hug her shoulders, she doesn't feel any rejection towards this action of hers.

The time has come to put myself in talkative-charlatan-conqueror of hearts mode (confirmed by him and only by himself).

"*sigh*, you know, of the two closest friends I have, you are one of them"

She listens to my words in silence.

"I haven't known you for a long time but I know you're a trustworthy person"

She raises an eyebrow as she thinks at my words.

"For a long time I've had a secret that I haven't told anyone and I've always wanted to tell someone but I couldn't find the time or the conditions to tell them, so I wanted to see if you would listen to me"

She frowns.

"A secret?"

"Yes..."

"Do you have that much confidence in me?"

"Mnn, well, it could be said that yes, after all I told you that you are one of my two closest friends and especially you are the one I trust the most"

'Tenten and Ino don't count, they are my partners'

She is silent for a moment.

"Okay I hear you"

Upon receiving confirmation, she did not speak immediately, she left the scene in silence for a few moments to create suspense.

Then she started to speak slowly.

"You know, I hate the ninja life"

Then she immediately puts on a surprised expression and immediately frowns again.

"I surprised you?"

"..."

"You would never expect such an answer from someone like me, would you?"

"Well, it's peculiar..."

"You want to know why?"

I ask her but answer before hearing an answer from her.

"From a normal point of view, a ninja is someone powerful, free, happy and a protector of the village who brings happiness to others"

She silently listens to my words.

(PDA: I find it hard to say that everything said below is mostly based on what he sees around him, the village of konoha, don't give me that: in the villages outside the village, that the other ninja village passes this; that will be a topic for another time)

"But if you look at them from another angle then you'll see that things are a bit different..."

Then I stay silent for a moment looking up.

"...for me they are like headless chickens, who for the most part cannot get personal happiness and have to look for it elsewhere like ordinary people, other ninjas or the younger generation like us, they are slaves to their beliefs (especially those who are personally happy) and that's not counting that they are in danger of dying at any moment, but still it seems that nobody realizes this because they are used to living in pain if they don't experience something greater then they simply won't realize that their beliefs have mostly only brought them superficial happiness" (This is the point of view of a person who has lived in a modern world)

Then certain memories come to mind about scenes from the anime that I saw in my previous life.

My words just now made Satsuki dumbfounded.

She is speechless.

Although she can't understand certain things of what she said, she still understands some of it but when she tries to compare it with reality she has run into a problem.

She cannot square the reality of the things that he has told her.

According to her current point of view of her of her the first things that she said fit more than the last.

"I don't expect you to understand me even most adults don't understand this very well, but I think if it's you then in the future you might understand that having power doesn't bring happiness in itself..."

"...you can believe that power will bring you security and a lot of control of your life, and in part it is true, but this does not guarantee that you will be happy"

Right now my words have probably not been understood by her mostly but I am sure that in the future she will understand. you would understand what it entails)

"What brings us happiness mostly are the interactions we have with people who give us that happiness, but not everyone is like that"

"Perhaps this is not very noticeable to ordinary people because for the most part they don't care about certain things that keep them happy but for ninjas it is different"

"For us who are in constant danger, we take our emotions to the limit" (I'm not going to explain much of this but I guess you understand more or less, example: 'decide whether to go for the mission or save your friend')

"But what's interesting is that most ninjas are able to overcome if not half/forget this..."

'...thinking it was for the good of the village'

And they are mostly right but this only brings pain.