Innocent or superficial thoughts?

...

After a while at the table I see a plate that seems to be a meat stew.

I am drawn to the smell but suddenly a question comes to mind.

"Where did you get the ingredients for this?"

"They were in the fridge"

Then like a bolt of lightning across my mind I remembered something I was forgetting.

'My ingredients that I was saving to eat over the weekend...'

Yuu usually saves ingredients to make her own food on the weekend (which is why she forgets about these until it's time to cook them).

Then the flame in my heart ignites even bigger. (PS: Spiteful Yuu has been activated, last notice)

'Now I'll make you pay dearly!' (PDA: Yuu looking for any excuse to justify his act of revenge (although I wouldn't say revenge, but rather compliance with the contract😏))

So with nothing else to do this with my eyes on her so she can eat me.

She seems to understand my gestures and quickly approaches my side to pick up the spoon of food.

I then open my mouth towards the spoon that is in the proximity of my mouth.

*eat* *chew*

I chew my food roughly as a sign that I am irritable.

As I ate roughly I felt the flavor mix in my mouth causing a rich meaty flavor with a couple of spices.

'It's tasty...' I am momentarily surprised by the rich flavor of the food.

'Satsuki was a good cook'

It's not to be sexist, but maybe the food that women cook is delicious because women are the ones who cook it?

So I shake my thoughts.

'Come on Yubeng, don't get carried away with food you should focus on revenge'

"-Serve that water I brought"

"Yes..."

She immediately reaches for two glasses that were nearby and pours.

*pour water*

She quickly carries the two glasses.

"Give me one I'm thirsty"

"?"

"What's happening?"

"Oh, nothing" Satsuki who was on the side is surprised by his words since in her mind she thought that he was going to force her to try first as she did in previous times.

So I drink the glass of water that she hands me.

*glup* *glup* I start to drink.

Right now you're wondering why I drank it instead of her, right? well... the point is that while coming here I suddenly started to feel a certain shame for what I was about to do.

And then I came up with the idea to drink it myself to avoid those thoughts of mine and look relaxed and collected when the time comes to show that I am in control of the situation.

-*gulp*-*gulp*

"-ah, I needed this," I nod with satisfaction.

Then she looks at me weird.

Satsuki-'There's really nothing strange about it'

"What's up, aren't you going to drink yours or… are you implying that she put something in it?"

"No no no, I didn't say that, she was just contemplating certain unimportant things"

With no further evidence that there is something strange in the water, she begins to drink.

*glow* *glow* *glow*

Then I nod with satisfaction as I watch her drink.

'My plan is for both of us to be relaxed so that I'm not blushing and her mental defenses of her are more relaxed'

So that's how the tug of war begins where we both somehow end up drinking and eating the food...

(PS: I am not going to be detailing everything)

After a while on the table are empty plates, glasses and a glass bottle.

"That was delicious, I didn't know you could cook like that"

"It's nothing, just a bit of knowledge" She modestly nods which is strange of her but for me it shows the effects of the position (PS: let's remember that she is proud and would not admit her abilities as small abilities)

*breathe in and out*

She took a slow breath because what's coming up next is something crucial.

"Hey Satsuki"

"Yes?" She, who was sitting quietly in the chair, looks up in doubt.

"I want to take a shower..."

"Is-" She who was about to reply clearly grasps the point that she was almost going to ignore.

The atmosphere immediately falls silent but it doesn't last long.

I'm about to raise my hand to point out that I can't use them along with a bunch of arguments to justify myself but she seems to be faster than me and I'm surprised with her response.

"Alright..."

She closed the mouth that she was about to open while feeling surprised by her initiative.

"I thought you were going to say no" I instinctively say but then I regret saying that but luckily she doesn't react much to my casual comment.

"Well, it's my fault that your hands are like this so it's my responsibility to do the work for them" She speaks to me with a slightly flushed face.

She even looks like she feels more ashamed for hurting me than for what we're about to do.

Seeing this she simply shrugged at what I consider to be the power of the position.

'This power is simply magic, it can bring out sides of people that you would never see in your life'

Then I nod with satisfaction.

"Then let's go"

She just nods as she follows me to the shower door.

"Take off these clothes because the sticky sensation on my body is not pleasant"

"Ok..." She starts to take off her clothes as if she is a simple servant who is helping her young master.

So she finishes taking off all my clothes but leaving the last piece of clothing that covers my parts where my pride is. (PDA: If there is a woman (perhaps) who is here and does not understand this, then men consider our private parts as pride of being male)

Then just at that moment that she had taken off her penultimate piece of clothing she caught herself looking at his underwear because she suddenly remembered that she had to take that off too.

Her thoughts start to spin slowly because she suddenly remembers that in order to help him bathe she must also help him in that part.

Let me explain: At first, with the help of the potion, she had agreed to help him because she thought superficially (thanks to the position and the fact that she as a nature normally ignored the matter between men and women (not counting the fact that the only person who could turn her on very quickly would be her soul mate *knock*-*knock*Naraku*knock**knock* lgtb*knock*-*knock* lately my throat is very bad)).

Satsuki-'Oh no-'

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I'm done with my existential crisis.

Now I can focus more on writing chapters.

Can someone tell me if in previous chapters it mentions that the system was being updated?