Chapter 5

As she starts thinking about who he is? And after few minutes of recollecting her memory, she realizes that, he is the same guy, she saw in her hospital room after her surgery. So, Jen asks him!

"hey, what is your name? I have seen you, In my room after my surgery" …

And after few minutes suddenly the rain stopped and sun came with its bright raise, she smiled and said bye. (Then she though it was a bit strange) And left for her bus. She took the ticket and sat on a window seat of the bus, as she loved to enjoy nature and fresh air. And then suddenly that guy came and sat next to her with the ticket same as her for Brookstone Oxy University. This time Jesah sat back quiet as she felt ashamed when he didn't reply her question few moments ago. After 5 minutes he asked her, what is your name (she sat quiet for few minutes) then he saw her with a pleasing smile with a question mark on his face. So, she replied my name is Jen sorry I mean Jesah Johnsen, what is your name she asks? My name is Zayan Miller. Then she asked him where is he going? He replied, I'm going college. Oh ok. Then she said can I ask you one thing if you don't feel bad, he said I think you like to ask questions. (So, in that awkward moment she gets quiet). Hehe, I didn't mean to hurt you I'm sorry, you can ask me I'll reply it honestly. That day in hospital you came in my room and smiled as you knew me, what was the reason behind that?

 Yea, I entered your room that day by mistakenly as, I was searching for someone else and by mistakenly, I entered your room, and as you're really so beautiful that I wasn't able to take my eyes of you for a moment; I'm sorry, if I made you feel awkward that day. While they were totally busy in their talks, the college's bus stop passed by then after 5 minutes they realize that they have come a little far from college and then they got down right there then took a walk till college. After they entered the college and they were still so busy in their talks as they knew each other since long time. Jen felt amazing as she didn't feel awkward to have this long conversation with a complete stranger. She spends her whole day in college with him as he was in the same class as her (literature). She came home with a smile which was wide from ear to ear. Then she went up-stairs got fresh and then called her panda & started telling everything she did and how she met that guy again, but panda do you know this guy doesn't haves a phone but, he is really cute. Then they both talked for hours on call laughing, giggling together just like a young -teenagers. Jesah's mom was really happy watching her daughter being so happy after a long while and now she is recovering faster too, and yea she was also excited to go college the next day. Few days later they both decided to wear same color cloths and do twinning it just seem like teen-to-do thing. Every-time she met him she asked him why doesn't you use a phone? if you want, I can give you one and you can use it.

 Hehe no my Jen, I don't use it because I don't want too, and I don't even like it. Because it takes our important moments from us, like while watching a sunset, without a phone I enjoy it and if I would have a phone, I will always try to capture thing rather than enjoying them. And it is always disturbing, as people are always calling you, texting you like; where are you? how are you? But no one really cares. But without phone you can know, as the person who really cares about you will still try to be in contact with you even without cellphone. From that very same moment, she stopped asking him questions about this and was happy to have him by her-side. They also went club and both of them enjoyed, sang a lot of songs in karaoke, danced, laughed. Jen became so tired that she wasn't able to walk, so Zayan carried her on his back and gave her a piggyback ride to the cab, then dropped her to her house. She reached home safely.

A week and two passed by, then Zayan and Jesah planned to go on shopping then go for a weekend outing. So, they decided to meet at the center of the Ley-line mall. (As Zayan didn't have cellphone so Jesah and Zayan always decided one day prior about the next day and plan) They decided to meet at 2 pm exact.

 Zayan was waiting for Jen in olive green sweatshirt and off-white pant with black long coat as winter was about to start. He was standing with a bouquet of red roses and sunflower waiting for Jesah to come. She came and hugged him from behind, he immediately turned around with a big smile on his face. He saw a beautiful girl in red dress full length with white furry jacket, with red lipstick and eyeliner simple and really adorable girl, Jesah. Then they both hold each other's hand and took a walk to the whole mall in between, Jen saw a pair of gloves in pure white color with small fine cut black diamonds attached to it and she really loved white color so she saw it with spark in her eyes so, Zayan left her hand then went inside the showroom to ask for it but Jen kept on calling him back as it was quite expensive as they were extravagant. But he went inside and bought it for her, she got smile on her face but she felt a bit bad she thought that she is being too demanding.

 So, she promises him that now I'll gift you first then only will take anything else from you and he agrees on it. So, she wore them immediately and got a big smile on her face just the same way as a small kid gets when they get a new toy they ask for. Zayan use to love it when he became the reason behind her happiness. After that, he dropped her home in cab and they also decided to go on outing and she also promise to make that day as his best day. She asks him for his address, so he gave his address to her and then left by saying goodnight by giving her a kiss on her forehead.

As she reached home, she was so excited, she asks her mom for the permission to go for outing, her mom asked with whom you're going, she said a boy that I like, I'll surely make you meet him soon and I promise you'll love him. He is the best I ever had, her mom smiles and says ok honey just take care, and gave her some safety measures for emergency but, Jen kept on saying her mom, that he is a really nice guy, you don't have to worry.

 Then she goes back to her room to prepare for tomorrows outing and also calls her panda to tell her everything that happened today and what she will do tomorrow, they both had a long conversation on call, while talking she also prepared her bag for the outing. Then they both hang up the call and slept.

Next morning, she woke up with a pretty smile by fantasizing about the way she is going to spend the day, she went and got fresh took a bath and wore an amazing baby yellow color dress with small white flowers on it and blue denim jacket with a messy bun, retro sneakers made it look perfect outfit for an outing. She took her picnic basket in which she kept hand-made chicken sandwiches, berries box, some juice cans, chocolates in a small cute box and much more. She went down-stairs and took her mom's car then went to pick Zayan up at his place. She reached and waited for him to arrive, as he came, then they first went to tree light café where they both saw each other the second time, to grab some coffee for themselves from drive-through then took a turn back to the road. (A place where there is a pleasant vibe with pleasing view) She drove for 1 hour straight from that café to Kirei Shinzō (奇麗 思い) which is an amazing Sakura (cherry blossom) garden, they she took 2 tickets then they both went inside with they're picnic basket. The Sakura flowers were falling over them slowly, the soft cold breeze was passing by their faces and people around were enjoying in peace and silence it was really very relaxing place. They laid their picnic sheet on the grass and then kept the basket above it, Zayan also bought her some amazing yellow sunflowers and red roses for her. They opened they're chicken sandwich and a can of juice and started enjoying, they also did gossip about many things, she told him about her best-friend panda. after that Jesah suddenly stood up and then asked him will you be my love partner, I don't know if it's the right time or not but, I have really started to have feeling for you the way you care for me the way you look at me, talk to me.

(In medium tone)-

 Zayan hold her handmade her sit down then replied: see Jesah I can promise to be there for you when-ever you need but, I can't say anything about this, as you know I'm practical person, I believe anything can happen at any moment and I don't want you to cry for me ever. I really love your smile that means, I want this smile on your face now and always, no matter what is the reason is. She got tears in her eyes after hearing the reason behind his 'No', but also felt really special as someone thought in this way for her. Because in this generation people are all about body and lust, there are rarely some people left who really love your soul and your heart so, she agreed to him. But took a promise that as you said, you'll be there for me whenever I think right? Yea my dear. I'll always be there for you right beside you, no matter what. After spending the whole-day, they went to the seaside named as Lana Coraline. They saw sunset by holding hands and enjoyed each and every moment they spend together that day. While she dropped him at his place and told him my mom wants to meet you, she wants to see the real reason behind my smile. He said but I'm busy, she said, ok so just let me know once your free. And yeah, I will go and meet Ferheen tomorrow, if your free, you can join me too. Yea I'll try too.

Then she went at home and her mom asked her; what she did the whole day? How was her day and everything, and she told her each and everything! her mom was really happy by hearing, what Zayan actually felt for Jesah! She said honey that is really good but now you have to go and rest and sleep and will go to meet your best-friend tomorrow morning and also for your monthly checkup. She went to her room upstairs and took a hot water bath, get dressed in her pajama's and went off to sleep. The next day she wakes up and get fresh and goes down stairs for having breakfast and also to ask her mom and dad when will they leave for the hospital?

 They had waffles, pancakes some fruit and also had a nice talk with each other.

 "After 1 hour later dad asked her, are you ready dear?                           

Yea dad just getting down stairs just give me a minute.                           

Ok honey, I'm in car with your mom come fast."                               

She goes and sits in the car, and they had some chit chats on the way to hospital. As soon as she reaches the hospital she runs as fast as she could to the lift (slow down honey you can get hurt) her mom said and while going on third floor the lift stopped on 1st and it was Zayan, she became happier to see him, she said; come I'll make you meet my panda finally and mom is also coming. He gave an awkward smile to Jen. And when they were going to her panda's room, he said I'll be right here you come out if you need me in very low tone. She goes inside and Ferheen had tears of joy in her eyes she was attached to the glucose bottle in her wrist, still she got up took the poll in which the glucose bottle was hanging, then they both hugged each other very tightly and the saw each other continues for a hot minute like a mother sees her baby for first time, a thirsty person sees a river. They both had tears in their eyes which spoke more then they're word would ever explain, that how much they missed each other. Jesah's & Ferheen's mom came and saw them like this they both also got tears in their eyes. Then they gave both the best-friends some private time together. Both of them sat on Ferheen's bed then Jesah said; I left you here to be alright soon fast and come home not to get sicker,

 "why are you not taking proper care of yourself?

"Is the staff not taking care of you should I go and have a word with them?

 No, my Jen everything is alright it's just I'm getting weaker day by day since the day you left but don't worry all your prayers are with me, I'll be alright soon and come out and we both will have a lot of fun. Leave this all and say what about that black t-shirt. His name is Zayan, he is an amazing person with best kind of heart. We went to the Kirei Shinzō.

"Oh, that beautiful Sakura garden we planned to go right?

Yea sorry nah don't be mad now, I promise to take you there really soon and then we will sing one of your beautiful song right there. Ok I trust you, said her panda. Aye, you know I brought you some strawberry cakes and Oreo cheese cake, I know you love it a lot so, keep it somewhere safe and clean and have when no one is around ok. Ok my Jen.