Beginning

"Most people have no idea how beautiful darkness is."

Even in the darkness, you can find beauty in it. We can figure out what we're missing out on. That there is more to the story than we can see.

You may become addicted to it. The feeling of being alone will give you joy.You,severing (cutting) all ties in any once-cherished relationships.

You don't want to associate with anyone until it's required. You don't care anymore. You've lost your heart. You've lost your will to live.

Empty.

It became my daily routine. Day by day, I can no longer think of what makes me sad nor happy.

It frustrates me how I did so much things, yet it doesn't lead me to death.

I just wanna die. My thoughts everyday.

*Sighing*

I lost count tracking how many times I've sighed today.

I closed my eyes. And let myself get lost in the darkness.