"Darkness, unable breath in"

~June perspective~

When i opened my eyes i almost fainted, the

ceiling at which i used to stare was very different from the one in my room, i quickly sat on the bed and scanned the room the memory of me drinking wine, and the crazy things which i talked and going to a stranger s' room in his arms oh my god!! i quickly checked my clothes and huffed with relief "thank god i am not raped" wait!!, what if he had planed to do rape now with that i hurridly get up from the bed and ran towards the door to check if it was locked or not and fortunately it was opened i folded my palms thanking the god i again looked around the room and saw something kept on the sidetable i walked toward it and saw my purse lying on it with a letter i took my purse and checked the money in it and they were accurate then my gaze fall on that paper i took the paper and started reading it "dear wine girl, get up early and take the medicines i have kept in the kitchen and please don't think it as a drug, it s' the medicine which will sooth your headache_ from He" "huh, wine girl and his name is he"(i muttered while reading the paper) i think he must be working in a circus as a part-time job, hence his name is he, i gigled at what i just thought, then i walked toward the door and open the door slightly looked around the house was not that big nor too small, then my gaze fall on two door i walked toward them and realized that one leads to bathroom and other leads to a kitchen, as he said my head was scuffling with headache i head in the kitchen only be filled with amazement, the kitchen was small but very beautifully decorated, at the top of friger some pills were lying with another note with it "was he a dectective in previous life leaving notes everywhere"(i anoyyingly huffed) then started reading it "wine girl, have the pills and eat the noodles, it is beside the friger and please don't steal anything from my house" what the hell!!, am i a thief according too him nevermind!!, i took the pills and gulped the whole glass of water, then i looked at the area he told me and found the bowl of noodles just looking at it i felt myself becoming a monster due to hunger, i quickly dug in and started eating like a starving monster, soon the bowl was empty "noodles were so tasty'(i mummbled with a grin) "wait today is.....wednesday, that mean today is my physic exam"(i mumbled with knitted brow) then quickly started packing my bag, i took a out a page and started writting "thank you" i wrote and kept a 100 yuan with it and hurridly ran into the streets,while running i looked at my wrist watch "8:00 'o' clock, that s' means 3 hours left for the exam" (i mumbled with a determination on my face like a warrior) soon i reached my home, i stoped at the entrance as i calm down my pumping heart, i took a deep breath and opened the door, the smell of alcohol filled my nose "huff!" i coughed a little at the strong smell, i slowly peeped down the floor as not to wake my druken dad, as usual he was lying on the couch with atleast 100 botles of wine scattered on the floor, well but nevermind i walked through him swiftly, through my peeping i looked more like a thief stalking in the house..., i opened my room and my eyes went wide opened my books, clothes all were lying on the floor all torn up, i kneeled down hurridly and looked at then not believing the sights in front of me, i looked at the torn pages of my books "now how will i study from today s' exam" that exam was very important from me, from that i could have get a scholarship from which i can study abroad, abroad from my hell like a life and now my dad even destroyed that, "my dad...,i despise him" "wish i could drain him through my life" like stones from water, i kicked my door open not caring for him to wake, i walked up to the hall and started throwing all the bottles which were scattered on the floor, but vain he was so much drunk that the sound of breaking glass was too low for him, but atleast when

he'll wake up, all the pieces would dug his feets, with that i stormed out the house and started running as far as i could "when will i'll get ever loved" that was a question i wanted to ask from the fate, why was fate playing with me and my life, that was the last thought before snapping out of my thoughts as i have reached to university, i tried to control my tears, my form for the exam was also torn up now i can't even entered in exam hall, i walked with the mess in my head while being unknown of somebody following me only to be grabbed by him [unknown] by my hairs "hey stinky June" i heard a shreik voice i turned my head and saw Zaira and her one minion grabbing my hairs "leave me nor" before i could complete she said "nor what will you do witch try to twist my neck like you did yesterday"(she screamed at me) then quickly changed her expression like a phsycotic "come on girls take her to the school roof top"(she said softly) i struggled as they dragged me with them.

»»«« {after dragging her [June] to the roof top}

"leave me you crazy bitch"(i screamed at her) "crazy bitch??"(she said smilling in sarcasm) and that s' when she pushed me from the rooftop, "now i will get rid of her forever" that was last thing i heard from them i found myself going down with so much speed, the sound of my pumping heart was being heard, the feeling of being close to death or getting paralyzed for whole life tainted my conscious unable to think of anything, suddenly everything went blank, darkness!! not a singnal trace of light, i was unable to breath until.....