Something’s wrong

Today Trish had a feeling that he was going to get a bad news , he could see it in the shattered glass of the vase he broke when he reached to shut off his motherfucking annoying alarm clock , he could see it when a crow took his head as a litter box and granted him a free shower again and he could definitely see it in the broken coffee cup that was dripping on the kitchen counter . Well , it was official his morning was fucked and so was his day , Great - this was exactly what he wanted after being emotionally tortured after watching his mate imprinting with another wolf .

He was pretty sure that his pack could sense that he was agitated and they also knew that his agitation was most probably linked with a certain curvy blonde and her imprinted mate - his wolf sensed Trish 's agitation as well and started pacing within him feeling just as edgy and restless . Well , Well - look who finally got aligned with him after month of fighting him ? Trish had always prided himself in being sync with his wolf , they were an unbreakable team through and through the only exception was Roxanne Burton , his wolf had wanted to claim their mate the second he laid his eyes on her and Trish , he disagreed with his wolf on this - having heard what the seer had told him , he couldn't accept the fact that Roxanne was his mate and even more so when , he knew how Roxanne had never done serious relationships - He wanted something real , something more and Roxanne - she had always kept a part of her hidden from him , don't ask how he knew it , he just did.

Call it intuition or call it his instincts but Trish had interrogated a thousands of wolves and bullshitted his way through many lies , to know that Roxanne was keeping him at a distance - sure , she wanted him to claim her but she didn't want to let him control her , she didn't want him to stand at the focal point of her life , it was as if complete commitment scared her and that wasn't what Trish wanted , he wanted a mate that will shed all barricades and walls and accept him completely but Roxanne's heart was too filled with other guys that there was no place left for him .

Trish wanted it all and Roxanne didn't want to give that too him .

Was He an asshole for doing that to her ? Maybe he was , whatever Roxanne was like , she was his mate and he should have claimed her , this was exactly his wolf's stance . In opinion of his wolf , Roxanne was their mate and they should claim her as soon as they could , he wanted Trish to bond with Roxanne and make her the beta female of the pack . But can something be as simple as that ? Of course no - there were multitude of issues around that were surrounding the situation .

Was he upset because his mate had many sexual relationships with others ? No , he wasn't but making a girl like Roxanne , the beta female was an issue in itself , for one thing she was too hotheaded , fun loving , unpredictable and she wasn't submissive at all , hell she was in fact so dominating that she stood in a battle right next to him .Everything a beta female should not be , as the second in command after the Alpha female , the beta female should be calculating , calm and shrewd . Her temperament should be easy to decipher and she should be born to lead , Roxanne was none of that , she didn't like leading people at all , in fact she was one of those who liked to back paddle and sit back to enjoy , and there was her thing where she attacked first and asked questions later , with a hasty attitude like that - whom and how will she lead ? And even if he ignore everything else , there were his pack mates themselves , they will the first to raise an objection if Trish really made Roxanne the beta female .

Of course he wasn't saying that Roxanne wasn't a vital part of the pack she was , she was an incredible enforcer and she could react faster than anyone in a battle even faster than him but as the Beta female there will be more responsibilities on her head other than just taking part in the battle when the situation call for it , Roxanne didn't like responsibilities - she was too much of a free spirit , but that was a plus if Trish claimed her , and if that happened , Trish was much too certain about what might happen after seeing how his parents relationship fell to dust because of the so called responsibilities that came with the title of beta female .

Trish of course could leave his post as the Beta and step down and be done with the lot of trouble but he was too loyal to Aiden - he had already failed Aiden once , he couldn't fail him again , this was the least what he owed his Alpha .

He couldn't leave his position nor could he force Roxanne to do something that she didn't like , and there were also his confusing as fuck emotions for Monica at that time , he thought he was doing the right thing , he believed in his heart that Monica was exactly what he wanted - but he never thought that one thing would make way for other and he might end up betraying his mate , Trish regretted every second of that evening - but of course he learned his lesson to never take a smiling , emotional and pitiful looking she wolf seriously , they could possibly be back biting two faced snake .

Which explained why Monica was sitting with Jace , asking his fellow enforcer to help her babysit her newborn baby daughter - after what happened to the two of them in the meadows , Trish sought for a little distance from Monica and it would be safe to say that the she wolf didn't take it nicely , after giving birth , she was humping around with a bunch of shifters , She kept throwing angry frustrated look at him , trying to make Trish think that she was doing it all because of him but Trish knew that no matter how she tried to play it off , she was liking it , at least her lose cunt was .

Trish felt his wolf growl inside him , and he sighed after Roxanne had moved on to Jojo , his wolf had seen Monica and Jojo as nothing but threat and obstacles that were keeping him away from his mate . He didn't care about human emotions at all , to his wolf every thing was distributed in black and white , either Roxanne was his or she wasn't - now that his wolf knew that she was indeed their mate , he was literally and royally pissed at Jojo for touching her , he wished to take a bite of the said wolf's eyeball , and torch it , as for Monica he could careless whether she was a female , he just saw her as a distraction to his human side and wanted nothing more than to take a swipe at her neck - and particularly he was angry at Trish for waiting so long .