Almost every night, I cry myself to sleep. 
Almost every day, I am reminded that I am not loved.
Almost everyday, I am made fun of.  
Almost everyday, I go through an emotional night mare.

I can't escape because my tormentors.  The very cause of my night mares, live under the same roof as I. 

They are my brothers and no matter how much I try to avoid them, I am always the target of their abuse. 


Family Again

Beeping was the first thing I heard. My eye lids slowly fluttered open. I was in a very white hospital room. My mind was hazy and I could barely remember anything . 


Outside of my room, I could see Jayden and Drew arguing , through the blinds. 


Everything came flooding back. I closed my eyes and I exhaled loudly. God, I hope Adam doesn't find out about what I did. 


I opened my eyes and started focusing , listening closely to my brother and his friend. 


"... Brandon and Jayson." Drew was saying . 


" And you couldn't call? Do you know how upset she was? " Jayden asked harshly. 


" I know! I didn't have my phone . Brandon and Jayson locked me in my room! My phone was outside, my parents weren't home. I had no way of getting in contact you. I would never intentionally hurt her like that, Jayden! " 


CHAPTER 19