Almost every night, I cry myself to sleep. 
Almost every day, I am reminded that I am not loved.
Almost everyday, I am made fun of.  
Almost everyday, I go through an emotional night mare.

I can't escape because my tormentors.  The very cause of my night mares, live under the same roof as I. 

They are my brothers and no matter how much I try to avoid them, I am always the target of their abuse. 


Family Again

After practically dragging me out of my room. Adam and I stood at the top of the stairs. The music was loud and drumming in my ears. . My eyes swept over the crowd . Teenage bodies were everywhere. I spotted Drew. He and a girl were having a chat. Well, the girl was, he on the other hand had a look on his face that said , 'help me'. Jayden was DJing the music . When he spot me , he stopped . It got silent , every pair of eyes turned to stare at me . I felt myself start to hyperventilate. 


"Breathe, Lia." Adam said. "You look beautiful." He guided me down the stairs and handed me over to Drew. I did my breathing lessons that my therapist taught me and I managed to calm down . 


I was lead to a wooden table that was filled with snacks champagne and a beautifulness decorated cake . 


I wasn't going to let myself be intimidated by these teens. They are in my house, attending my birthday party. I have to enjoy . So I looked up and forced a smile. 


CHAPTER 23