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"You're not my owner" I say whipping tears off my face, "oh, yes I am" he says staring at my body, "no you're not, nobody is my owner, just leave me alone" putting my knees to my chest, "whatever, you'll come to your senses" I get up and get my underwear and put on warm clothes, "little kitten, if you're cold just say so" he hands me his jacket, "no, I'm not going to just come back to you like I did before" I try to walk to my bed but he grabs my hair, "Put. It. On" his hot breath was beating against my neck. I shiver, because I'm cold, and scared, "fine I will" I put the jacket on and he lets go. I sit down and find my phone on my bed, I'm so happy, I can call my dad and tell him about what happened, "little kitten, I need you to be honest with me" Austin comes over and sits on the bed, "after we had our fun the first time, did my brother take the leftovers?" He looked mad, "y-yes" I start to cry, he hugs me, "you are only my toy, I only share when I give permission " he gets up and punches his brother in the stomach, "don't touch her without my permission" he yells "so only you get to fuck her, come on, she's like a baby dear, I couldn't resist" I start to cry, I've had to deal with violence my whole life, even though I'm an only child, I couldn't imagine punching your sibling, "now look what you did, you made little kitten cry, it's ok baby girl" Austin comes over to me and kisses me, no, no I can't let this happen again, I can't love him. I pull away, "stop, I can't, I-I-I can-can't b-br-breath" I gasp for air, but I can't take in enough, I feel dizzy, what is happening to me?! "Harley, it's ok" Hudson jumped in and got Austin off of me, "tell me three things in the room you see, everything is going to be ok" he smiles, a kind smile, "um, um, a towel" that brought back memories, and seeing it just made the situation worse, "yeah, yeah, good job" he puts his hand on my shoulder, "and um, bean bags, oh and a uh, um controller" I'm starting to calm down and I sit back. Hudson, even when he saw me naked, was so gentle, so kind, I liked him. He sits next to me and I lean on his shoulder, he holds me, I didn't want this moment to stop, a moment of peace and safety.