Pain is weakness leaving your body

Melancholy- A feeling of great sadness or depression.

I knew I wasn't depressed but my heart was troubled with deep melancholy. 

Everything ached.

My eyes, my head, my mind; my heart.

Putting on a brave face, I walked into Mariam's room with a bright smile.

"Hey Hey! I'm back!" I announced, landing face front on her soft bed.

"Oya gist! Are you officially Tobi's girlfriend?" She asked teasingly, nudging me with her shoulder.

Just like that, my brave facade crumbled like a crushed biscuit.

"No…" I moaned out, still face down on her bed.

Then she suddenly turned me over before I could stop the tears streaming down my face.

"Oh no, oh no no no! What did that son of a gun do?!" She asked, frantically wiping the tears from my face as they flowed in rivulets.

"He-he-"

The words were involuntarily blocked in my throat, refusing to come out.