Melancholy- A feeling of great sadness or depression.
I knew I wasn't depressed but my heart was troubled with deep melancholy.
Everything ached.
My eyes, my head, my mind; my heart.
Putting on a brave face, I walked into Mariam's room with a bright smile.
"Hey Hey! I'm back!" I announced, landing face front on her soft bed.
"Oya gist! Are you officially Tobi's girlfriend?" She asked teasingly, nudging me with her shoulder.
Just like that, my brave facade crumbled like a crushed biscuit.
"No…" I moaned out, still face down on her bed.
Then she suddenly turned me over before I could stop the tears streaming down my face.
"Oh no, oh no no no! What did that son of a gun do?!" She asked, frantically wiping the tears from my face as they flowed in rivulets.
"He-he-"
The words were involuntarily blocked in my throat, refusing to come out.