Birthday present

Sometimes, I wished that I didn't catch feelings so quickly and acted on them just as quickly.

Maybe, I should have tempered my emotions or gone through them slowly like in the Korean movies where the main characters fell for each other slowly. 

I realized too late that I may have rushed through my feelings for him.

I may have been too hasty in confessing my feelings to him.

Maybe, if I had made different decisions about love, there might have been a different outcome.

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"Som, I didn't know you felt this way at all. I promise you that all this while, I have never had a single intention of hurting you. It has never crossed my mind for one second.

"You have to believe me, you mean the whole world to me, I swear it." He had knelt in front of me, clutching my hands in his palms.