Overthinking doesn't solve problems

"Wait... You. Did. What?! I did not know you had it in you! I could hug you right now!" She squealed. 

"Stop! I'm serious! I don't know how to behave anymore. I kissed him without even asking and he looked so shocked! As if I had committed a crime! And it's probably a crime, right?!" I wailed, ranting to her. 

I had called her immediately I picked myself up from the floor where I wallowed in self-pity and self-inflicted embarrassment.

I couldn't believe I did that. 

With no warning!

I had curled up in a ball, running different scenarios in my head from how annoyed he would be to how he wouldn't want to be associated with me anymore. 

The shame was too great to bear for me. 

Why are you so impulsive?! 

She didn't pick up on the first ring as usual which only served to further my emotional torment.

Eventually, after calling repeatedly, she picked up. 

So, I began my rant.