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By four o'clock in the afternoon, Paulina and Fabrizio had already left the mansion. Nathan also chose to rest in his room, with Clara relaxing on the bed reading a diary while he sat on the couch.

Clara reads Clara's real diary at random because she hasn't read it in a long time. . Occasionally she smiled faintly, imagining every activity written there, imagining Clara's fun with Nathan every time that happened before the trouble because of Patricia.

___ Today I try to stay strong, even though today I see the reality is so painful...Patricia had given birth, and it turned out that the baby's DNA did match Nathan's.

I'm disappointed... Very disappointed, want to leave, but I'm going to get hurt. being with him will hurt my heart because he has a child from another woman, but it hurts even more if I leave him, then he will marry that woman ... I don't want to. .. I'm very unwilling.