Chapter 81: That night ( 1 )

I also thought the same. She said to Calcel this time looking at him and he could see the pain in her eyes.

He sighed on looking at her and let her continue to talk. " Your mother is back " She said and looked down. " I am no longer recognised as your father's wife , At the party no one even dared to greet me or talk to me , And my Mom is more comfortable concerned about getting better friends . " She said and looked at him.

" Any you ..." She murmured.

" What about me ? " Calcel asked as they stared at each other.

' You are gone , I will never have you. ' She said in her mind looking at him.

Calcel gave her questioning eyes waiting for her to say something. " Nothing. " She said getting back her senses and looked away from him.

Calcel leaned back on the seat and gave a sigh. Alyssa looked at him.

" Anything wrong ? " She asked seeing that thoughts were consuming him.

" Today I have made a decision that is going to change my whole life. " He said staring in space.

" That's true. I actually forgot to congratulate you. " She said forcing a smile on her face. " Congs to you and May. "

on hearing her he chuckled. " Congs , Do you really say that from the buttom of your heart ? " He asked looking back at her.

" Why not ? " Alyssa nodded still wearing her fake smile.

" Nothing. I am glad that you are happy for us. " Calcel said and looked back. " Do you think that I will be happy with May ? " He asked surprising her.

" Yes . She's the perfect woman for you. I always tell you this. " Alyssa said faking a smile again.

" It sounds sweet. " Calcel muttered. She could see a sacarstic smile on his face.

Alyssa nodded again. When they were all quite Alyssa decided to look through the window when she noticed that it was already dark outside. And the car was still stuck inside the bush.

" Everyone at the party must be still waiting for you. Let's find away out. " She said and tried to open the door when Calcel stopped her by his holding her hand.

She looked at him in surprise with questioning eyes.

" Can we stay here a little longer ? " He asked bringing her out of her daze. She looked directly into his face . His eyes were begging and showing love and desire he had for her.

She swallowed hard looking at him in this state. " What do you mean ? " She asked after clearing her throat.

" You know I don't love May. " He said and released her hand. " We just got engaged but I am not feeling myself. " He said staring in space again. Her eyes didn't go off his face.

His eyes were turning wet. " I just did this because my father wanted. " He said still not looking at her.

Alyssa forced a smile again. " I understand that. But when you two finally get married , I am sure you will love her with time. " Alyssa said.

Calcel chuckled on hearing this. He looked at her to make sure those words were coming from her mouth.

" You were also forced to marry My father right ? " Calcel asked making her shut her mouth.

Seeing that she had no answer to that he added. " Did you eventually fall in love with him ? " He asked.

Alyssa looked at him not believing his questions.

" But yes , I've remembered. You told me you love him. " Calcel spoke again making her heart squeeze. She wished she never lied to him.

Hearing this tears started coming from her eyes again.

" Aly ...Are you crying ? " Calcel asked.

" No.." She denied immediately searching for a hanky to clean off her tears but before she could Calcel moved closer and started rubbing off her tears with his thumb.

When he touched her things became worse and her tears increased.

" What's wrong ? " He asked still drying off her tears.

She finally sighed and used her arms to remove his hands from her face.

" You have to leave ! " She said in tears as if commanding this time.

" And why are chasing me away ? " He asked confused.

" Calcel..it's dangerous for us to be here at this time in such a place. I mean we are only two here and it's dark outside , No one else is hear. " She said raising her voice.

" Are you worried about anything ? " Calcel asked. He hadn't moved away since he had been close to her.

She was still crying. She looked at him as her heart started beating fast on his question.