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SABINE

"Why didn't you ask me for the money? Even if you wanted to maintain your pride at least I am not just anyone" he says, at least taking my advice and changing the subject. "Plus, you don't seem like the type to put pride over reality. I thought you were different."

I shut my eyes, I also do not know why I did not ask him, it is not as if I did not what to. In fact, I got close to him for the sole reason of getting special treatment from him. I am a practical person, I do not have a lot of money… or any money at all. Then there are people that have bastard money like Asher, what do they do with all this money? waste it, if I had the chance to partake then I take it with open arms, I don't care about my pride or anything of the sort, pride doesn't get me fed, but what is this now? Why can't I take from him? Why I'm I suddenly getting pride when it relates to Asher?