Darkness.. and Regret [R-18]

Maya's expression froze before it contorted uglily, her once gentle gaze now sharp and piercing.

"Mie.. why aren't you saying anything.."

As if a dam had broken, waves of memories began to flood my head.. My plan of kidnapping.. the flog.. the counter.. the wolves.. and.. finally.. Mie..

Shuffle- shuffle- I shifted backwards on the bed, I couldn't look at her.. her face kept matching with the one I saw that night- Shock. Betrayal. Anger. Her emotions felt as clear as the 8 inches of metal she had pushed into me that night.

"I did this.." I mumbled to myself, "Why did I do this.. Why did I let myself do this.."

"Veronica. It's okay.. It's better this way. I'm better this way." Maya finally spoke, her naked chest heaved up and down as she sat upright on the bed. She slowly crawled towards me before pulling my lips towards hers again.

"Let's just feel good~"