FOR BETTER FOR....worse

"Why didn't you tell me you loved me?" the time was 5:00 pm, Peninah and I were sitting at a corner of a Coffee shop, our hot cups of coffee and pizza on the table.

"Did I say?" she laughed.

I have known this girl for a short time, but her happiness has increased gradually, she is not that girl who hides in her mask anymore, she is that girl who has understood that she carries a light and with it the shadows of her past, but shadows are meant to follow, silently.

My body lights up like New Years, my fear mingling with her laughter, my arousal tangling with her smiles. And I know—I know—that there's no more reason to fight it. Because this is Peninah. she might have a million broken pieces but she still treats me like I'm the most precious thing in her world.

She was literally the first and only girl that ever made me genuinely nervous in every way. I was normally so self-assured, so confident, so cocky, but something about her made all of that fall away to the point I was a bumbling nervous wreck. Thankfully, she had earlier confessed her feelings for me, way before I prepared myself to propose my love and affection, I found this "cute". I knew pretty much immediately.

"I love you Peninah, I really do." I muttered.

Her eyes sparkle with what I think is love, I feel her heart skip a beat, then, like In a marathon, begin to race, she stops her cup halfway her mouth, the smile fade. Tears flow.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to..."

"No, I'm okay... you shouldn't love me, Megan, you don't deserve a broken heart, I am broken, and my heart shattered into millions of pieces, pieces that I myself haven't found all of them."

"Peninah, I have seen your darkness, I've seen pieces of your heart, scattered everywhere," I stood up to part her shoulder, "I love you, not for your beauty or brains, I love you for who you are, let me in, and I'll help you pick all the million pieces, one day after the other, and before you know it, we will be whole again."

She smiled, "You know your way with words."

"Will you be my girlfriend?"

"Ten reasons why I should be one." She sipped her coffee

I kissed her cheek, her jaw, her ear. "Tell me what you feel."

"I can't explain it." Her words were breathless. "Where you're touching me... It's like starting a fire. The flames are there, but I need it to catch."

I grinned. "I can't explain the reasons."

***

For the first time in my many years of being a bachelor, I went home before 7:00 pm, and this time, with a girlfriend, I mean, a real girlfriend, one I can wake up and fuck in the morning without a cent less in my pocket, one I can proudly show off to Wengstar and friends, one who can cook and wash for me, someone closer to a wife... shshshs, I'm not in that stage though. It is only a day of love.

***

We stood infront of the Coffee house waiting for a taxi, Wengstar had borrowed my Audi Q5 to take one of her whores out of town, it was a thing with us, and I could feel Penny's hand slide behind her back and rub my crutch making my now ever growing hunger for her ignite just a little more. My cock was fully hard and the pre cum started to show though my jeans when the taxi arrived.

I jumped in the back seat and she slid in next to me. I told the driver where we were going and we took off. Before I even had the address complete Penny had undone my zip, pulled my cock out and started wanking me. My pre-cum was oozing again. she whispered in my ear

"I want to suck you and lick you clean."

IN A TAXI!!!

Joking I said to the driver

"Can you slow down a bit? My girl has never given me head in a cab before and she wants to give it a go. I will tip you for it."

The driver grinned

"You don't have to tip me but I would like to watch."

Penny went straight down and sucked my soaked cock head licking all the pre-cum off then filled her mouth so her lips were right down at the base - not a bad effort as I have a rather long thick cock.

She positioned herself laying on the back seat sucking me fast and furious.

Holding her hair out of the way gave way to holding her head and fucking her face as I could feel the pressure rising.

"Do you get many customers like this?" I asked.

"No" replied the taxi guy "I've heard about it but never have experienced it" he replied breathlessly.

I'm sure he was tugging his meat in time with my cock disappearing down Penny's throat.

I told her to roll over and to lift her dress up. I knew her beautiful pussy would by now be covered in her mess of wetness. She lifted her dress to show me her pussy glistening with juice. I told her to play as she sucked and her finger went straight to her clit without hesitation. Her mouth continued to work on my cock and I laid back and just let the sensations envelop me.

she came hard squirting juice over the back seat. The taxi driver couldn't stand it any longer and shot his load in the front of the taxi.

I again held her head in place and fucked her face. I felt my cock going down her throat her tongue licking and teasing. Each time I pulled her head off me her hungry mouth grappled for more.

Using her mouth I fucked my cock with her head until I felt the pleasure of my cum shoot into her mouth. As usual she sucked it all without spilling a drop, licking her lips in pleasure as she went.

The waves of pleasure washed over me as the driver started to drive off again. I pulled my pants back up as her righted her self once more. I kissed her telling her how great that was.

We arrived at my place and I was so ready to fuck. I got my wallet out to pay the fare, instead thedriver handed me his business card and said

"Call me if you ever need a ride home… no charge it's on the house!"

Once inside after our taxi blow job, I went straight to the shower.

I had a quick wash and then found Penny in our bed

I closed the door to the room behind me blocking out noise from other apartments. Her nipples were standing on end waiting to be touched, craving my mouth or fingers.

Throwing my towel on the bed I started to suck her left nipple until it was hard in my mouth as my fingers rubbed across the other one. Her moans were getting even louder now. Still sucking and now starting to nibble a bit alternating from left to right and back again I reached down and started to play with her wet clit.

Every so often I slid two fingers into her mouth to suck the juice off them and to keep her mouth warm. She came again squirting her juice everywhere.

"I want your cock in me fuck me, I want you to fuck me so bad baby.....come on....give it to me."

Not one to stick a cock inside someone I tell her to suck me more first and get me hard. She does, jumping around the bed to get into position.

She had my cock hard now so and I told her to get on and have a ride. She climbed on top and slid her wet sodden hole over my cock. Slowly I saw the whole shaft disappear as she lowered herself onto me.

'Oh fuck you.... I love your cock inside me... Fuck me... Spread me baby.... Oh yes.... yes... yes!' she said over and over as she slid up and down cuming again and again drenching me again with her juices.

Her job done and my cock hard I wanted to fuck.

"Get ready babe. It's my turn"

She jumped off and knelt on the side of the bed. She has learnt her position well, her cunt was placed exactly where my cock would meet it, no need to stretch on my tip toes or scrunch down. I felt her back with my two hands rubbing her butt cheeks as I went. Her pussy was ready and willing to take me inside.

I threw one of my ties around her neck for later then grabbed my shaft and split her pussy open. With just my head sitting she came - her whole body shaking. And then as she started to come down I shoved my full shaft inside feeling my balls slap her clit over and over.

It was not slow and nice. It was hard-raw fucking. I was pounding her hole like a jackhammer through concrete. Relentlessly I grabbed her hips and pulled her into my cock as I jabbed in with my body.

'Fuck me!.....Come on baby take...,that cock....Get it inside you!' she responded by bucking back harder.

'Fuck me....fuck me.....please.....please! I love it lovvvvvvvvvv…' she came in mid sentence shuddering through her whole body sending waves and waves of pleasure through her soul.

Her orgasm set off an explosion of pleasure of immense proportions. She was grabbing me and milking my cock with uncontrolled pussy motion that she could just let happen.

I WASN'T DONE YET

I grabbed the tie that was around her neck and slid part of into her mouth as if holding a rein. her pussy muscles were already starting to work their magic again around my harden shaft. Clenching and pulling with every stroke I drove into her once again.

She screamed

"Fuck me baby..... fuck me harder..... use me for what you need."

I released one hand from her now grinding hips and spanked her arse from side to side until her cheeks were red.

'Yes more thank you please more.'

I was in full motion now riding her like a horse. She came again and again each rolling into the next. She yelled at me to cum in side her.

"Cum baby. Come on Cum inside me. I want you to cum. Please, please baby. I can't take any more.'

Her wish was my command. I shot load of cum deep inside her again and again until my balls were empty and my body was spent.

We rolled together on the bed pulling the covers over us. I held her running my hands all over her body lightly. Pleasure waves were still rolling through our systems when she reminded me she was leaving early in the morning.

"Will you be mine for better for worse?" I asked her

She had already drifted of to sleep, satisfied for now anyway.