The portal

This dream had me waking up in pain over the fact that it wasn't real. I had fallen in love with the world and a character in this dream but when I won't up I was incredibly sad to know that it wasn't real. This was one of the most emotional effecting dreams I have ever had, to wake up and feel loss and sorrow over a person who wasn't real and never real be but still having such an attachment to it. I didn't have a particular reason of love and feel for girl in my dream, she want even in the main dream just a goal but my mind chose that I loved her and I truly felt emotionally hurt waking up for this one. I jump around the world without explanation in this one because that's how dreams work, things just happen your mind doesn't explain them to you

The first thing I remember I standing there in a field by a picnic table talking so someone about a girl named violet that went missing in a "evil" portal that the kingdom was going to send people in it to end it but she was in it so I went into the portal to save her. Next thing I was in a world that wasn't evil but just another world, I walk through a small town looking for her and run into Eric (I this person from real life) and ask him if he had seen her and he said he didn't so I went along and found a small food place, went 8nside to the guy running the store and in this town money was fruit and vegetables but for some reason I had a lost of tomatoes.

In the dream I'm now at a huge cliff overseeing this huge clutered but bright city, in the center I see a huge stadium. I figured what a place to start looking for her, I now have magical powers somehow in the dream. I jump off the cliff and glide down the air to the stadium. (In my dreams alot of the times I have the ability to fly and in those dreams it's always a beautifully surreal moment, I feel the wind in my hair and the world below me and I love these dreams the most because it makes me feel at peace.) I arrive at the stadium to find out it's a boxing stadium and then I spend a while talking to famous boxers like Mike Tyson for some reason I didn't even ask about violet.

My dream then makes me appear walking down a side walk in an open college environment.

I was walking next to a tennis court when I ran into Kylie(someone else I know in real life) and she's battered and bruised for some reason that I never found out. I frantically ask her if she knows where Violet is or if she has seen her and she had, she's said that she was at a hospital called 1(just called 1) and she was a nurse. The Violet girl I was chasing and loved apparently had a history in the medical field. I asked Kylie if she rememberd if she knew where the hospital was but she didn't remember.

I next appear sneaking around somewhere, don't know where or why my mind just decided it. I'm slowly sneaking around a corner when I hear a

guard coming so I wait in anticipation and right before the guard walks around the corner I magicly turn into a cat. Didn't know I could do that but now I can and my mind decided it made scene. The guard sees cat me and thinks nothing of it and I hop a fence and leave somewhere.

Now my dream decides to run through hotels. I'm running through these hotels for unknown reasons but it's not peaceful running, I'm bashing through walls and doors while running. This whole time that I'm running there's a monolog about how the hotel chains battle each other and how the get sold off and cause disputes and a whole bunch of random stuff about hotels for some reason.

I dont know where I was running to but sadly this is where I woke up. The second I woke up my mind missed and yearned for Violet, I don't know why, I never fell in love with her never even talked to her in the dream but my mind and heart loved her and missed her. I had never felt that way before be it in a dream or real if, I truly missed her and the crazy weird world my mind created. The feeling didn't go away after a few minutes, but for the rest of that day I felt like that. Sometimes you love the thing you don't see the most. The worst part of the dreams I have is that there everything I wish I had, to wake up after dreaming of a fun and love drivin dream I don't know how to feel, to know that nothing was real everytime I wake up after having these dreams, it hurts. Sometimes it doesn't but sometimes I yearn for my dream to be real, to live in theae crazy and magic filled dreams my mind make for me.

In the end though I love it all, the emotions the feeling in the dreams because without my mind making these world for me I would never feel these things, never fly over a city like a bird and see world built without though but pure imagination. To remember so much of some dreams makes me love dreaming because I'll always have small worlds in my head to remember and think back on when I'm bored.

I think that's all today. I'm not a writer or an english major, I'm just jotting down my dreams. They may not always finish the story of have a goal but that's the fun part, the journey.