Chapter 1: Try hard

"So, what now? It will be hard for you to find a magic academy with these grades."

"Yeah, I'm dumb, my bad, but you know, I just so happened to become dumb, I'm really smart before!"

Josh said with his eyes twinkling.

"Just get out, I'm not in the mood today to take care of children's jokes. Go to the guidance office or principal's office or somewhere, maybe they will listen to your drama or whatever."

"Okay... see you tomorrow in the class sir."

"Wait, I will transfer to you the last semester's topic and some summaries, try to study a bit, I feel bad for the money you spent here."

"Thank you…"

"Hmm… okay, I hope that you can at least apply to a low-end magic academy so you can try to awaken and have a decent paying job."

"Umm, thank you again…"

'I guess? '

"NEXT"

...

'Wow, is he a tsundere teacher? Well, I guess I can also sympathize if it's about wasting money. '

'But, what a kind man huh… At least kinder than my parents…'

'Hmm? Oh…, so last semester's topic is about elements.'

...

"I'm home Polar Panda! Your father, the GREATEST MAGE JOSH is here! WA HA HA HA HA"

Josh hugged the panda-looking teddy bear that has a jacket as its clothes. He kissed it 5 times on the head, forehead, cheeks, and lips.

He hugged the teddy bear so tight and buried his head on its chest. This lasted for 10 minutes before Josh let go.

"Whoaa, Polar Panda you're as fluffy as the day I bought you!"

"Okay, I will study now. I think you will love a room better than this cramped space. Hehe, I will find a job to at least have that. Mwah <3"

Josh studied for a long time. It was 3 am when he stopped studying after returning home. Josh is dumb, it was the truth. But he can't help it, even with studying for long, he can only grasp little and surficial things about the topics.

"I think that is enough for now. My head might explode… even though it doesn't contain much…"

Due to being exhausted, Josh just randomly opened a drawer and put his notebooks in it. But one of the notebooks got stuck upon closing. Josh looked in the drawer and saw his old diary.

"Ahh… so you are here. How nostalgic… Might as well look at my shitty past…"

-> First Entry:

I will definitely become a great mage!

Hehe, I spent most of my parting funds from my parents to apply to this school. The school is said to be covered with the essence of basic elements. These are fire, water, and earth. I'll definitely have at least one of those elements if I enrolled there. Hehe… I can't wait to see my first element hehehe…

-> 50th Entry:

I'm already in my second year and even when I got soaked in sweat from standing all day holding the identifying orb… It still does not show any element... Maybe in my next year? Yeah! I'll have that next year!

-> 70th Entry:

The orb is not showing anything.

-> 90th Entry:

I'm in my graduating year… Everyone calls me dumb… my grades got lower… I don't know, as far as I know, I am at least genius in theoretical knowledge before… The identifying orb still did not show anything.

-> 97th entry:

My last month at the academy. Still don't have an element.

...

"Ahh, so my last entry was last month. Well, even if the chances are very nil… I will still try to go to a magic academy to have my awakening. If there is still nothing after that… I don't know… I became so dumb that I might not even pass technical job interviews. In the worst case, I'll just be working for robot maintenance when I get old, the pay there is decent enough for me to live an entire month… just hungry for some days… Yeah, sounds like a plan, okay. GO ME!"