Chapter 26 Cheap

Asnee approached Santichai. He was panting heavily, his fists clenched tightly, staring at Santichai angrily.

Santichai said, "Asnee, please leave."

Fon demanded, "If you don't leave, I'll call the security guards."

Asnee turned to looked at Fon and yelled in Fon's face, "Alright, call the fucking security and see who's afraid of who?" He kicked the side of the dumpster with a loud bang. "Are you emboldened now? Do you think I won't find you?" He grabbed Santichai's left wrist.

Fon shouted, "Let go of him, or I'll call the security guards." She grabbed onto Asnee's hand. "Let him go!"

Santichai quickly pushed Fon away, "Pi Fon, it's okay, please don't call the security guard to make this small matter a big problem."

Fon said worriedly, "Santichai..."

Asnee said madly, "I don't care who is who today, whoever stops me, I will kill that person."

No one knows Asnee better than Santichai. He didn't want to create a scene, so he decided to talk to Asnee elsewhere. He said, "Asnee, please stop, we have broken up, please respect my decision."

Asnee dragged Santichai across the field to the street, where Asnee's car was already waiting for them. He pushed Santichai into the car and took them to a nearby hotel booked by Asnee.

Entering the hotel room, Asnee sighed and said, "Go wash, you smell like cooking oil." He grabbed a towel and threw it to Santichai.

Santichai said, "I don't have changing clothes."

Asnee threw him a bathrobe, "Wear this."

Santichai finished taking a shower, went back to the room, and sat on the bed. He looked at Asnee, who was staring at him like a madman.

Santichai decided to break the silence. He asked, "Asnee, what do you want to talk about?"

Asnee approached Santichai and knelt down. He hugged Santichai's waist tightly and buried his face on Santichai's lower abdomen. He murmured, "Chai, I miss you so much... why did you leave me? Why?"

Santichai said, "Asnee... we have broken up, you don't have to come to me again, can you let me go?"

Asnee pleaded, "Chai, I love you. I can't let you go. I tried."

Santichai pulled Asnee away from him. He said, "Asnee, you need to try harder. If you love me, please let me go."

Asnee stood up, "If I love you, then let you go? Are you crazy? I won't let you go. What should I do if you leave me, eh?" He wiped his tears. "I can't live without you. How many times do I need to repeat this sentence?"

Santichai said, Asnee, you can live without me. In the past six months, you have done it. You are engaged, you are about to get married. Soon, you will have your own family. I am very happy for you."

Asnee grabbed Santichai by the collar and pulled him closer. He gritted his teeth and said, "You said that because you found a new man, right?"

Santichai raised his voice, "Asnee, it has nothing to do with him. I broke up with you before I met him. He is not my boyfriend."

Asnee slammed Santichai back onto the bed. He shouted angrily, "You're still lying to me... Frank has already told me that bastard admitted he is your boyfriend." He grinned his teeth angrily staring at Santichai. "You left me because of him, otherwise, a cheap person like you can never afford to live on your own. So, you traded your hole for a taste of luxury?" He grabbed Santichai's neck and squeezed. "Did you sleep with him? Huh? Did you trade your dirty hole for a warm bed?" He continued squeezing angrily.

Santichai chocked in tears, "Asnee...I'm not like you, I don't like men."

Asnee let go of his hands around Santichai's neck, "Wow, you've been with me for ten years, moans heavily under me countless times when I penetrated deep into you. It's not enough to prove that you like men."

Tears streamed down from the corners of Santichai's eyes. "Asnee, you said you loved me, and I believed in you. You said you couldn't live without me; I believed in you. You know that loving you comes with so much pain and humiliation?" He stared at Asnee. "Why is your love for me so cheap?" Tears slid down his eyes. "I'm not a mannequin without feeling."

Santichai's words sent a shockwave through Asnee's heart. After being together for so many years, Santichai never had the courage to talk back to him. When he saw that Santichai started to sit up and was about to leave him, his heart suddenly ached. He quickly pushed Santichai onto the bed, jumped on top of Santichai, undid his belt, and began wrapping the belt tightly around Santichai's wrists.

Santichai struggled to break free, "Asnee, what are you doing? Please let me go."

Asnee said madly, "Chai, you are always mine, you are mine."

Santichai pleaded, "Asnee let me go. Let's... stop... Asnee, stop..."

Asnee starts kissing Santichai. He opened Santichai's legs, forced his member inside Santichai's body, he began thrusting.

Santichai cried out in pain, "Asnee, stop..."

Asnee breathed heavily in Santichai's ear, "Chai, my love. I love you. Please stop struggling. I miss you. I miss you so much..." He breathed. "Moan for me. I miss your moans." Santichai began to moan, and Asnee's thrust accelerate. Asnee kisses and sucks on Santichai's neck. "Yes, moan for me, baby."

Santichai and Asnee had sex multiple times throughout the night and Asnee didn't fall asleep until the morning, but every time Santichai tried to move, Asnee would hug Santichai tightly. Santichai didn't sleep at all. He felt his whole body was exhausted. He felt pain around his nipples, breasts and buttocks.

At five o'clock in the morning, Santichai opened his eyes and looked at Asnee, who was sleeping soundlessly beside him. He missed Asnee's handsome face. He reached out and touched Asnee's face. He strokes his fingers down Asnee's hair.

Asnee murmured in his sleep, "Chai, don't leave me. I miss you so much..."

Santichai murmured, "I miss you too..." He kissed Asnee's lips softly.

In their past lives together, there were many painful moments, but also many happy moments. Many happy moments are the moments that have kept him with Asnee for more than ten years. He'd told Asnee many times that he didn't like men, and he still doesn't like men. The reason why he gave his body to Asnee was because he was afraid that if he didn't let Asnee would leave him, so he tried to make Asnee happy and always be obedient listen to Asnee. He never goes against Asnee once, afraid that if he does, Asnee will leave him, but in the end, the heart he poured out wasn't enough to stop Asnee from leaving him.

Santichai whispered softly, "Asnee, if you love me and don't want to let go of me, then why do you board that plane? Do you know that until the last moment, I still have a small hope in my heart, you going to walk through that terminal somehow?" He lowered his head and kissed Asnee's forehead. "Asnee, it's morning...time to say goodbye."

Santichai slowly put the pillow in his place and climbed out of bed. He knew that during this time in the morning Asnee would be in a very deep sleep phase. He quickly got dressed and walked out the door slowly. He didn't have his cell phone and wallet with him, so he walked over to the front desk and asked if he could use their phone to call a customer's who've ordered food. Since he was still wearing a kitchen suit, the clerk believed him. He stared at the phone for a while, but the only number he could think of at the moment was KK's. He quickly dialed the number. KK picked up on the first ring.

KK, "Hello."

Santichai couldn't find anything to say to KK. He repeated the numbers on the phone dial pad several times.

KK said worriedly, "Santichai, is that you? Where are you? I'm worried about you. Tell me where you are now?"

Santichai suddenly thought of Fon's advice. He hung up the phone, thanked the clerk, and walked out of the hotel. When he was walking on the street, he didn't know where he was going, and he wasn't going to ask anyone for direction. He saw the sunrise on the horizon across the ocean. He went to the beach, sat down, and watched the ocean currents kissing the shore. As the current touches the coast. He believes he heard Asnee's promise to him when they first went to the beach.

(Memory)

At that time, Asnee and Santichai woke up early to watch the sunrise together. It was their last day at the beach and his face was slightly bruised from the volleyball, but he could still see the beautiful red horizon.

Asnee sat behind Santichai and held Santichai in his arms. "My boyfriend is the best, cutest, most understandable person in the world," he said, kissing Santichai on the cheek. "Chai...I'm glad we're together." He whispered in Santichai's ear. "Santichai Kittibun, let's have our wedding by the sea."

Santichai, "Asnee, we haven't finished college yet, and you've talked about getting married. Who knows, you might change your mind, maybe in five or ten years."

Asnee guaranteed, "I won't." He stands up and yells at the sea. "Santichai Kittibun, will you marry me?"

Santichai smiled and suddenly stood up, "Yes!"

(Memory End)

The sweet memory fragment slowly disappeared from Santichai's thought. Santichai hugged his knees and buried his face in it. He sobbed softly, "Santichai Kittibun, let's have our wedding by the sea."

"Santichai Kittibun...if one day you agree, we will have our wedding by the sea."