Chapter 2

POV Lee Jones

I KISSED HIM OMFG this is crazy what am I thinking I was immediately snapped out of my head when he said "well I guess I'll see you later I have a meeting I need to get too" his parents trailing behind him as he disappeared into thin air. All I could think about was his dark black fluffy hair and brown eyes that What's the sense of lust and power.

Lee looked at his phone and saw that he was going to be late for therapy if he didn't leave now he said by Emily and grab his keys and left . When he went to therapy his therapist greeted him. This is his new therapist he hasn't seen her yet but he hopes that she'll make him better.

I walked into the office that she lead me into this place looks like a prison place were your emotions go to die. What a depressing place is this place supposed to make me happy this shit better work I had topics up a second job to pay for this shit along with the meds god haveing a possessive attachment disorder is not the best to be honest .

What if Spade stops talking to me when he finds out I am poor and have a fucking possessive attachment disorder I am going to cry fuckkkkkkk. My therapist asked me the usual questions am I going to kill myself If I have thought about it and what I have done about it sometimes I just get bored hearing these questions that I've heard my whole life. Why can't they look at my medical file what is this going to help me drown in the fact that I wanna die. After this god-awful lady asked me thousands of questions it was finally time to leave I told you that this is not going to work. Why even try at this point nothing helps .

I got in the car and went to turn on my radio when my dad called me " hi dadd what you doingggg" " nothing much bud how was your therapy " OK I might've lied but it's not that bad at least he can be happy " it went great dad I think it's really gonna work this time" fuck why do I keep doing this to myself. I know my dad just wants me to be happy it's all he's ever wanted so at least I can pretend . " that's great to hear I am very happy for you " I could almost hear his smile through the phone. " all right dad I have to go to work bye love you" then he said "Love you too son bye" I hung up and drove back to work.

I pulled in to the driveway and their was only one other car their . I parked and walked inside to see Spade sitting on the couch in his boxers with out any filter I said "woah " he looked up and saw me I went to turn around and walk out when he turned me around and said "baby boy you can't leave just yet my parents are gone so I can make you scream as loud as I want to." My eyes widened when he continued "so loud the neighbors now my name " I blushed and looked in to his eyes and said "do it ".

With out any thought he grabbed me by my waist and pulled me in to his chest kissing me he picked me up and I the wrapped my legs around his waist I could fell him getting hard he pushed my back against the way and repeated what he said in freshman year " you are mine " he moaned in to me ear as he took my shirt of and kissed down my neck with out breaching the kiss with my neck he unbuttoned my pants. He then ripped them off he carried me over to the couch I could not hold it in any more I let out a moan Spade looked up at me with a smirk and said you don't have to hold back in fact be loader baby boy. He then looked away leaving hickeys from my neck down to my pelvis as he slipped off my boxers he smirked and went down to my penis he kissed my tip then went down further to lick it I moaned loud really loud . It felt so good I

"sp-pade" I moan he must have liked that because he went faster that's when I came in his mouth he looked satisfied. As he looked at me with a smirk "your turn "

He sat up as he took off his boxers I stuttered out "I d-don't kn-now how-w" he smirked and said " I will Guide you " he grabbed my hair and said " don't be gentle" he grabbed me by the back of my neck and I went out on my knees he grabbed me by the hair running his fingers through it and then pushed my head down onto his penis I opened my mouth as he forced my head up and down he was sitting on the couch because I was on my knees was groaning and moaning he said "I'm coming" and when he did his grip tightened and he said good boy as I pulled my head away. That's when he heated the door open.He picked me up and ran up stairs I know I am not tall I am only 5'11 but he made me feel like a child when he picked me up that easy he open his door and shut it quickly "SHIT, this is not going to end well" I didn't want to do. I just hugged him he hugged me back but picked me up a little bit and put me on the bed and snuggled with me we both fell asleep. In each other's arms I could stay there forever.