Thousand Autumns Clear Waters

At 11 p.m., the woman next door left work early again. I am certain that she did not come back alone.
Why did I say 'again'?
My name is Zhang Lu. Not long ago, in order to better prepare for the university entrance exam, I moved out of my school hostel. After I moved into this rented place, I realized that this building is actually the "hostel" of the ladies who work in the nightclub next door. Lin Xiaoya, my neighbor, usually gets off work at around 1 or 2 a.m. Therefore, every time she comes home early, it means that she has found herself a customer.
The man moans, "Quickly, babe. I can't wait."  
Lin Xiaoya replies, "There's no need to rush. I am not the only one living here."
Usually, I would put on my headphones and pretend that I can't hear a thing. However, today, I subconsciously move towards the wall. Behind the poster left behind by the previous tenant, there is a tiny hole through which I can see the other side. I approach the hole and see Lin Xiaoya next door suddenly turn her head around and smile at me enchantingly.  

All Those Years

To my surprise, she didn't get angry. Instead, she asked me a question. Her cold voice sounded strange.

"I can't tell..."I didn't know how to describe it. I could only speak based on my instincts. "But I can feel it. From the moment I entered, no, when I opened the door, I felt it..."

That's right, she wasn't even willing to stand up and open the door. She only opened the door remotely

She didn't even confirm my identity. She didn't even care if I was a bad person

She wasn't even willing to turn on the lights. She hid in the darkness

She wasn't even willing to communicate. She only hoped to have a straightforward and intimate relationship with me..

Bit by bit, it all proved how sad she was!

This was a typical act of self-abandonment!

"Heh, it looks like I really failed... I can't even hide my sadness in front of others."The other party smiled miserably.

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