Notification!!!

We were never taught how to express ourselves towards one another but we are always expected to love.Love comes in many ways but I never expected him to come in my life like that.Notification ain't what I focus on but since he was one of a kind ,an angel sent from heaven for me,I couldn't resist him...All you can imagine how I had to deal with another authors attitude,that was totally likely like my reflection.

Life is complicated when you are still trying to find yourself. Yes, I was always told growing up is difficult since we have to be responsible for our actions. Taking those actions without having a clue of the outcome ain't easy, this is the reason I always say Life is a risk.

This year hasn't been treating me well, but what can I do either than be strong? . Since I passed my grade 11 well. I have been relaxed with everything, especially my academics. Metric is stressful, but here I am still playing while I have to be preparing for my mid-year exams.

Here I am being stressed about my prom dress. Life is not fair, I can't be stressing about all this, why can't I not have a normal life problem-free?But who am I fooling, life without stress is useless because it doesn't push you over your limits? One thing I love about stress, it takes me out of my comfort zone, if I may say.

Th is week has been hectic for me, but it's only Wednesday. I hope I don't have to deal with a lot today because I am tired, honestly speaking I can not take it anymore.

I walked out of my bed. Furthermore, I open the curtains and folded my bed. When I finished doing the bed, I checked the time on my phone. Lucky me because it was still 6 am. My mom hates late people. Speaking of her gives me joye to my soul.She is a blessing, she understands me. I know, I might not have the best relationship with her, but it has improved. She is always there for me when I need her, she has become my best friend now. I remember back in the days when I used to stay with my grandmother, my mom and I never had a solid relationship, I even thought that she was never my mother. She was always close to my cousin but not me. Those were the sad days of my life, but I am thankful that happened, the particular reason for that , it made me realize that she only wanted what was best for me.

I placed my phone on the bed and wiggled my ass to the wardrobe and took out my beach towel and wrapped it around my body. I walked out of my room and went to the bathroom. Not only that, but I did my hygiene process and took a bath after. Within an hour, I was done. I walked back to my room and applied lotion all over my body. I walked to my wardrobe and took out my black sunny dress with my old school black vans and wore them.

After I was done dressing up, I did my hair and walked out.

"I guess you are happy for today, you are even early, "that was my mom. As I was about to give her a hug, my baby sister beat me to it.

I looked at them, smiling. I am the firstborn, Zinhle is the second born, she is the spoiled child. My family, this side, ain't that big. I mean it's me, my baby sister, and my two-step bothers who I consider my blood bother because we click very well, then my mom and her dearest boyfriend. It's only 6 of us in this house. My relationship with my mother's boyfriend ain't bad, it's just that I hate him for some reason, but he does his best to make me comfortable and spoils me sometimes just to buy my love for him. He is a great man but a bad definition of a father, let me not disclose my family secrets. Other than that, we are just happy like other families, but what's different about us is that we never fight , I will not laugh at that statement...

I greeted my mom and made cereal for myself. After eating, I waited for my mom, I guess dad had already left for work. My baby brothers are still sleeping since its holidays. They love their sleep like I. When my mom finished she took her bag, and we walked out leaving Zinhle watching cartoons.

She drove to Rordeport since we had an appointment for a dress fitting. That is what I have been doing this whole week, if not, then I will be busy on my phone looking for dress boutiques and sending them emails.

The trips with my mom ain't so bad because she allows me to play my music in her car while we are having light conversations.

When we arrived at the boutique, we just got to the point and did what we were there for. After it felt like 2 hours, we walked out and my mother dropped me home while she went to her workplace. I walked inside the house and found my siblings watching television. I greet and went to my room and took a nap.

Likewise, I was woken up by Mbulelo, my bother, telling me that I have been sleeping for a long.I do that to them because we enjoy each other's company. I woke up and we both went outside the house. We chilled outside while talking.

A notification popped on my phone and all I managed to do was silently read it .As I was about to laugh my brother looked at me.

The message read as follows [Hey, I've been looking at your profile for quite some time now, and, to be honest, I'm interested in you, I don't know if you will mind, but if you don't have a boyfriend, I'd like to acquaint myself and be your boyfriend]...