Thoughts filled up my mind. I am sure one experiences things like these when they go to see their boyfriend. I guess these thoughts are rooted in the random sex texts we frequently had. I wouldn't say that I am pressured,, but I just have to watch myself and up my game. This person has been in the game and is honestly willing to try new things to keep our relationship exciting.
The message notification disrupted my thoughts. I checked the text and found myself blushing, who wouldn't? This person makes my heart melt, at this point I just want to be with him. No guy exists in my world apart from him. I replied to the text with emojis and focused on the road. Within minutes, the car stop in front of his gate. I took out the money and paid the driver and walked out of the car.
Tlo was already waiting for me at the gate. I walked towards him, smiling. His arms were already open for me. I stopped walking and stood still. I gazed at him. He reminded me of the first day we met. I moved my eyes from his feet and went up with him. He was on his black adidas sweater, he completed it with his rock and molly black beggie t-shirt. The thought of him brings me joy, but seeing him standing in front of me ,feels like heaven. I started moving towards him,but he beat me into it.
His arms wrapped over me. Lying on his upper shoulder brings peace to my soul. Tlo makes me forget about my everyday life problems. When I am with him, everything fade-away. He may not be perfect in one's eyes, but to me, he is everything I ever wanted. He may have fallen, but no one is perfect except him in my eyes.
We both moved our heads and gazed into each other's eyes. A smile escaped on my lips, and he moved his lips towards mine. He smoothly kissed me and let go of me.
"It's good to see you again, and you look spectacular" he softly said with his angelic voice.
"Thank you. How are you?"
"I'm great since you are now next to me" I smile, and he held my hand and we both started moving.
We walked to the parkwhile we heard the comfortable conversation.
"I am burning, why didn't you come out with the umbrella?" I honestly said that because I was burning, and hence I was wearing a denim jacket on top.
"Why didn't you bring one?" Tlo always takes me for a joke.
"Well, I am the visitor here and this is not my hood. So, since it is your hood, you should have planned this properly. You suppose to be taking care of me, babe".
"And I could have planned this if you told me that you were still coming"
"But you knew very well that I was coming, it's just that you slept early yesterday before we could even confirm it. Don't blame this on me, you should be blaming yourself for sleeping early"
He looked into my eyes as he thought about what he was about to say.
" I am sorry cupcake for not planning this, I hope you forgive me" He pulled my hand and held it tight
I moved close to him. My body felt he is, so, was he? I leaned my face onto him. My chicks touched his soft face. I then moved over his face and kissed his chick, and we continued walking.
" Babe you know yesterday I went to re-read those chapters and something came to my mind as I was reading those chapters and I just want to understand something"
"This was the reason why at first I felt it would be better not to give you the links to my to chapters, I feel like you are now over analyzing things and to think of it ,I'm different from that girl on the novel" I have turned to be judge based on things I write about, erotica is my thing and theory, but I have never deeply turned it into practice.
"So you're telling me that are you and that girl didn't even have any similarity, actually what made you write about erotic like what motivated you, what was the root of you to start writing about it, with that, I know me myself I have never thought about writing erotic but politic stuff and frictional scripts, that's where I run to every-time I'm not feeling well"
" This was something that came to my mind when I was bored, and it was literally during lockdown when everything was on standby. I wasn't going to school or doing anything, so I thought to myself if I could sleep during the day I'll be wasting my time, so why can't I do something productive, so that's when everything started" My mind was still sharp and on the edge of something exciting.
"So you are telling me that you have never tried anything that's in that book, that's erotic, have never experienced anything." e stole a stare.
" Yes, I have never tried anything that's erotic on that book, those were my imagination stopping me from doing anything that was out of the line, you know my parents are strict so that kind of put a boundary for me not to do something I was not allowed to do. It let me experience what I couldhave felt femotionally if I was out there with other kids"
"Don't worry. I'll let your imagination come true, your fantasy is what I'm willing to fulfill."
I blushed my way out. I looked into his eyes and all I could see was my future. A bright future, a promising future, and a future that I was willing to hold into and pursus. The future that I could call home. The home that was going to be filled with love, pleasure, happiness, anything that you can possibly think of that could make your soul melt. I moved closer to him. He then noticed that I was longing for his touch…