SUPER_WEIRDO

>>Before you read further, this is a dark reverse harem R-18 novel.>Imagine dying. Not naturally or anything but because a male like you, and you just wanted to experience life. The first is so traumatic to you that it is vague, while the second.... ahh...that one you didn't have a body left.
In the third life, you somehow became a mother, have four husbands from the beginning, and later realised the world you are in you are labeled as a beast, and the other species; humans, elves, and fairies can summon you or your young at any time. 
what would you do?
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>>Join Du-Gooder Xiala on her journey to experience life, raise her young, and bond with her mates.
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Side note: there should be 7-8 males at the end.
>>Dark fantasy
>>Blood gore and descriptive violence.
>>Sexual content.
PLEASE READ WITH CAUTION!!!

All I want for Christmas...

Should I feel despair at the thought of my family finding me? 


They have not even tried to find me all this time, so me leaving this island will finally be an issue? 


I had made myself ignorant, brainwashed myself until I became a young woman no one can compare me to my past self. 


The thoughts that surfaced I placed them where they should return to my role once again. 


Looking at the small but well-made suitcase provided by my boss/boyfriend, I packed it with the clothes prepared for me. The others had been thrown. I did not need it; the house had also been cleaned while now dressed in attire reminding vaguely—


I sucked in a breath, forcing my mind to reset.


Today is the day I will leave my small island for more than a year, sigh. 


Travelling the first time as well and with a man, I only knew for a few weeks. 


Leaving