SUPER_WEIRDO

>>Before you read further, this is a dark reverse harem R-18 novel.>Imagine dying. Not naturally or anything but because a male like you, and you just wanted to experience life. The first is so traumatic to you that it is vague, while the second.... ahh...that one you didn't have a body left.
In the third life, you somehow became a mother, have four husbands from the beginning, and later realised the world you are in you are labeled as a beast, and the other species; humans, elves, and fairies can summon you or your young at any time. 
what would you do?
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>>Join Du-Gooder Xiala on her journey to experience life, raise her young, and bond with her mates.
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Side note: there should be 7-8 males at the end.
>>Dark fantasy
>>Blood gore and descriptive violence.
>>Sexual content.
PLEASE READ WITH CAUTION!!!

All I want for Christmas...

'If you stay here and marry him, they will never care about you. Your mother will suffer. Your father will ignore you and the family will collapse.' The girl who spoke voice is soft. Hearing it, you would obey whatever she said, but the slightly taller girl she faced showed no emotion on her face. The once smiling features were blank, her eyes empty. Suddenly, the surrounding light was eroded, showing a yawning darkness. From the shadows, there seem to be many pairs of eyes staring at her. She felt terrified, taking a step back. The girl opposite only stared at her retreating form as if she was a dead thing. 'You may not wish to believe me, but it is true.'


Am I sick?