SUPER_WEIRDO

>>Before you read further, this is a dark reverse harem R-18 novel.>Imagine dying. Not naturally or anything but because a male like you, and you just wanted to experience life. The first is so traumatic to you that it is vague, while the second.... ahh...that one you didn't have a body left.
In the third life, you somehow became a mother, have four husbands from the beginning, and later realised the world you are in you are labeled as a beast, and the other species; humans, elves, and fairies can summon you or your young at any time. 
what would you do?
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>>Join Du-Gooder Xiala on her journey to experience life, raise her young, and bond with her mates.
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Side note: there should be 7-8 males at the end.
>>Dark fantasy
>>Blood gore and descriptive violence.
>>Sexual content.
PLEASE READ WITH CAUTION!!!

All I want for Christmas...

The memory continued to play out in her mind as if she was back in that time, a true spectator.

A while later she was returned to the side of her mother.

Du-Gooder Xia is a half-blood, she remembered being raised by her mother without her presence of her she had learned the ways of the island and lived well among them after marrying her mate. She found this life though restrictive much more than being beside her indulgent mother, she was content with her male.

The story of the Gooder galaxy (info dump)