SUPER_WEIRDO

>>Before you read further, this is a dark reverse harem R-18 novel.>Imagine dying. Not naturally or anything but because a male like you, and you just wanted to experience life. The first is so traumatic to you that it is vague, while the second.... ahh...that one you didn't have a body left.
In the third life, you somehow became a mother, have four husbands from the beginning, and later realised the world you are in you are labeled as a beast, and the other species; humans, elves, and fairies can summon you or your young at any time. 
what would you do?
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>>Join Du-Gooder Xiala on her journey to experience life, raise her young, and bond with her mates.
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Side note: there should be 7-8 males at the end.
>>Dark fantasy
>>Blood gore and descriptive violence.
>>Sexual content.
PLEASE READ WITH CAUTION!!!

All I want for Christmas...

I roared, baring my ivory fangs and snapping, "Don't be too much!" She looked surprised eyes wide, form frozen as if shocked by my outburst. Silence stretched for a long time. Nervousness spread through my entire being. I licked my maw trying to stay strong. "Will we merge or will you die?" She said after a time. I listened but had no desire to hear her words. Merge with her?

What will happen to my young then? So, I tried to buy time, "I still—" I was cut off mid-sentence. "We are in another world. Separate and casual like on earth, where we would not die any moment." She said. I wished to chuckle, but instead, I ended up gritting my teeth and looking up at her high up in the tree, when had she returned? In that form, if I jumped up and encompass her throat with my jaws and sank my fangs into her delicate flesh, if I will be able to kill her or suffer?

I felt the latter would be possible. I felt that she could shift fast than I could attack. Why?

Stupid beast