If you are reading this, then I am most likely too far gone and it's taken over my brain. If this is the last thing I write as a sane man, I want it to be to the only person I truly care about. Amaya, I am sorry for what I've done and what I will do. If I could possibly take it all back, I would but I feel it's too late. Even now I can feel the power surging through my blood...I know I wasn't meant for you Amaya but I wanted to be and everything I do is for you. I love you amaya. Alwayz.