Pov Gladys.
You are too bad for me. Even I was never able to keep myself fine. The seasons have changed, but still your image is in my mind. You never really stop by but I'm always there for you. A trust you have shattered is like a glass you shattered but can never return to the way it was. That's my heart for now.
You say I am special to you but in reality you are with her. How did I end up having to endure every wound you gave? You are too mean!
Sometimes I wipe my tears All because of you. Can I possibly love another? Or can I just lament my feelings for you?
Silence in a thousand languages. Even you never understand. How does it feel to be betrayed? It all hurts so much. No one I trust can hold my heart back. Everything is just numb.
My heart is no longer whole like a puzzle that I will never be able to put back together neatly. For now I will never open the door of my heart when someone just knocks to stop but never stays.
Enough of the story between you and me that gives a wound. Your trust is broken. My feelings for you are random.
Reorganizing life is not as easy as people say. Even finding a replacement wasn't as easy as they made it out to be. That is me. Who is always imprisoned for a past. I'll stick with someone who can change my pretty gloomy world. I don't want to beg for that request.
I always said in my heart and mind that I would be fine. I can even if I have to get hurt. People say time can heal some wounds in the heart. But in reality there is no cure for a heart that is already badly injured.
Calm down calm down, I'll be fine even though it's not as easy as I say. They saw me smiling but they didn't know who I was. I don't need to tell my stories to those who are already stale. They just think I'm happy for now. But not.
It takes trust to hold my heart back. Everything needs a process because someone who can know me well will understand me.
My world really hasn't recovered for now. I don't know, I haven't been able to forgive a past that was too painful. Everything is too gray.
"Dys!"
I immediately looked back and then I realized. And I immediately went back to work to serve some diners in the restaurant. After I listened to the screaming voice from Renata who asked me to help her.
*
"I don't care about anyone. He is only mine. I will take him back to be with me," Alana kept looking around to find where Brahma was. She knew that Brahma was working in a restaurant as a dishwasher. She planned to meet Brahma at the restaurant. "Where are you, Bram?"
Alana remained faithful to wait until her name came out of the restaurant.
The day has turned into evening. Alana saw Brahma who was getting ready to go home. She saw Brahma saying goodbye to some of his co-workers at the restaurant.
"Wait!"
Brahma's feet stopped when he heard a familiar voice. He looked back. He saw Alana.
"How can Alana know that I work here? What else does he want? Brahma hissed because he didn't like Alana's presence. He tried to avoid her because he was married and had the best wife. He didn't want his household to fall apart. He knew his wife's character was quite jealous.
Alana drew closer to Brahma. She wanted so badly to have a heart-to-heart talk with the man. She really wanted her to come back to her.
Alana's feet started to walk towards Brahma. She looked at Brahma's eyes which looked the same as before. She immediately hugged Brahma very tightly. "I really miss you Brahma!" She said so quietly. She really misses the figure of the man who was always there in her life in the past. But now that man belongs to another." I don't care if you have another woman. Because I still love you."
Sekar was only surprised to see Brahma was hugging Alana. He just ran away. "Are you hiding where you work to be able to cuddle with other women?" She mumbled in her small heart while wiping her tears.
Alana actually knew that Sekar was there, she deliberately did all that just to make their household fall apart. She just smirked with a very sly look at Sekar who had just left. While Brahma did not know if Sekar was behind her earlier.
*
"Dys, I can explain with you. Please just give me a little time to talk and explain everything. I really have nothing to do with Nadia."
"Don't talk too much nonsense! I don't care about your relationship with Nadia. You better go and mind your own life!"
Ardan immediately hugged Gladys from behind. Then he started to say, "I will never let you go. Because I know my love is only for you. Nadia and I really have no relationship even she is the one who bothers me. I want us to be together again like before."
Gladys immediately rebelled to be released from her arms. Then she raised her hand and slapped Ardan so hard in the face. "Our relationship is over since then! I don't want to have anything to do with a guy like you! I never want to have a relationship with a guy like you! One more thing Don't ever show your face in front of me because I'm fed up with your crocodile words!"
Ardan began to kneel before Gladys so many people saw him. He didn't care how many people saw him.
"Come on, don't be too much drama King! I don't like you who have tarnished my trust right now! You can never feel about what I'm feeling right now! I've given you chances time and time again! But still you betrayed him!" Gladys pushed Ardan's hand away from reaching out. She doesn't want to get involved with her past again because it really hurts. She saw someone she loved together with another woman something that made her hurt and badly hurt.
"I promise not to do it again. Because I will try to be the best for you. "
"You don't have to talk nonsense!"
Gladys just walked away leaving Ardan in front of her because she didn't want to.
"There will never be a second chance or so. Because I've decided to turn off my feelings for him!" Gladys ran with tears in her eyes. In fact, she didn't want to be a crybaby.