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Before getting home I decided to branch on Michael house  he wasn't around then I left straight to my house

After bathing and eating I decided to go and meet my husband so we can make plans and study for the examination that is coming up

I take excuse from my parents and I went ... getting there he was kind of busy with house Choice I waited for a shut time and I help him out with the work to make it faster for him rather for both us so we can quickly study and I can go on time

We finished the house choice I even help him to sweep and  arrange his house

It was really cool working with him and learning with him ,,he is like a teacher he make me understand things simply instead of stress,

Anthony my husband was actually the person that make me who I'm today apart from his own money I've mine and after all this study I was so brilliant and vibrant all because of him

As of then I was so in love with Michael undo

I went to visit him, he was facing different challenge then, sometimes he doesn't have anything to eat after he lost his mother.. things wasn't easy for him

I went home and I make food and I brought for him to eat he rejected it I was like why?, I know he was shy but I make him eat and he ate ..after sometimes he change he was really moody and he started crying I ask him what is the problem

He couldn't say I was so unhappy and I cried also you know he was like the best thing that ever happened to me Anthony Michael was not just a lover but someone I like so much I couldn't just let go of him

He told me that he couldn't sleep whenever he want to sleep he will see his mother face showing clearly to him and he don't know what to do things are just tired to him

I told him not to cry ,,I could remember when you mother was alive she doesn't like seeing you unhappy, crying, or bing moody you know of that so why are you making this things happening to you

He stop crying after that words ,,,I told him I need to be on my way now and he told me to wait for him then he escort me to a place he told me to hug him then we hug I was like fearing because I haven't hug a guy before but that was the first time

He told me about the mom barrier ceremony want to take place after 3 days he invited me I told him I will try because I'm not a owner of my self and I can't promise you I will take excuse from my parent if the agree then I will come over

Getting home I decided to tell my both parent and they say to me no problem I can go but I should be back on time I was so happy

In the school 4 girls walk into my sit and they Sit down giving me a warning never to go close to my husband according to them they say, I think one of them said to me, she is dating him and I drop a message to them I and your boyfriend which is my husband now doesn't have anything and there's nothing we can have together ok so get that into your head

When my husband return from where he went to buy something he was trying to talk to me I walk him away from my present he was like what happened I didn't say a word

On our way going home after closing. he waited for me when I notice I decided to stay inside the school cause I don't want any nonsense from anybody all because of a man

I notice he has left unknowingly he hasn't I was Shock and he goes on his knees begging me what did I do  please in anyway forgive me the gateman of the school was like please forgive him I said okay stand up

On our way going I decided to ask him some questions about those girls he was like who where they he don't even know anyone like that  well I told him everything how they ment me and started saying nonsense he was like he have no date rather any female friend apart from me

Actually I have a little doubt I told him when we get to school tomorrow can you go and talk to them in my present he said "why not", that was what i was actually thinking inner before I said  it out"

I decided to give him a try just to convince me cause my husband I know as of them in primary school was so rough and he date about 10 girls as of that stage I couldn't stay up to believe him and people like him are very tritish

To we girls base on his kind of person

Getting to school my husband really made me to believe him he called the particular girl and ask if they are both dating they were like a fool in the means of people and so embarrassed she couldn't say anything. The three of them was like quite

It got to a point he was asking if this are the girls I was talking about I told him yes because they refuse to speak up he thought maybe I just come up with it to get  mad at him

They where so speechless in his present. But somebody came up among them were like telling him you where not even happy someone like her is liking him

He said to her I don't like you so stop stressing yourself around me you mean nothing to me so stope rulling my peace else I will make u hate you face when never you look at the mirror. Then we took a walk

I was like so amaze cause I couldn't believe him at all

He told me he wanted to see me the next day I told him I won't be available I'm going to a barrier ceremony so I won't be around. Then he said we should go together. I decided to let him and I told him is Michael Mother barrier

He was so shock then he told me. Michael is his friend and Michael Never bother telling him,he started asking when did he lost his mother I said to him some weeks ago

He told me he need to go and pay his respect...we both left the next day, Michael saw me and him the way he were laughing and smiling to me. he left his position and came over to ask me if I'm already falling in love with him

I told him"NO" I only love one person and that is you Michael okay he is just a friend like a family friend thats all 

Michael got jealous and left

After the barrier ceremony I went to talk to him he said I should go he don't wanna see me at that point I was pleading he said he is not angry he just don't want to talk to me for now I have no choice than to leave

I was moody and so stress out with all the drama he arted upon me but all still the same I went home to prepare for tomorrow study

On my way home my husband was waiting for me and he went down on his knees and say to me he love me he want me and he needed me in his life as a partnership I was so frustrated. I told him to stand up and I say to him I'm not ready to date and if even I'm, not him, we are just friends nothing more a family friend

He was still begging and for not to waste my time I told him I will think about it

"So Stella tell me was that the day you agree to him or you kept on prospering it "(said by Anthony)

Well as of then Anthony all I can actually think of is Michael. Michael is someone I love passionately I can't found myself or even thinking about anyone apart from him he is someone my heart choose

So why did you end up with your husband today instead of Michael (Anthony said)

(Stella laughing) Anthony just calm down okay I will tell you everything that was why I take you here so we can have enough time together and so you can hear everything I wanted to say without disturbance of your work over your work places