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He tried to share me up I didn't I was all about thinking of the contract that I miss all because of you and the rest coworker he actually tried you share me up a little to a place where I can say a word

Then I told him everything how I've been trying to get this opportunity that was us misplace carelessly and how so important it was to me I guessed he was torch by the story he told me to smile and I should not worry about it I was like how I just told you I lose a contract off opportunity that I have been waiting for and you just said forget about it everything will be ok I should not be worried well I said to him I have to be worried for now

He told me he will help and how can he make it happen and when is the day actually you guys know that it was fast paint I told him we can't I will have a little time which cannot even make it work he asked again when is it I mean the date set for the program, I said to him is already tomorrow and  before I tried talking to him concerning all these things

It was late and I guess the company here have closed for the day so I told him we don't have any option actually I cried inside me and he heard me, he told me never to be worried that we can make it happen he requested for the tools

The tools that he can use for making the decoration design and the graphic I told him all the equipment I have now is at home actually Anthony is a type that don't like coming close to my house but because he rather is self to help me he said no problem I was so shock but I needed to see the end of everything

I took him over,, I show him my CPU room where everything is been stored to make design at home once and I gave me the graphic to follow in the internet so you kept up walking and walking all over and that graphic design which was been shown to him

He make the first one it was kind of off And rough

It wasn't looking nice at all not even adorable to the eyes so we decided to try another pattern which was the one I took over to the company will make three copies of three different design and graphic the second one was the best which was the one that Grant Me the award

This a bad day of my life I can smile now but I don't know what to do what a fullish am I to the world and why will I even give my self to a nothing personal

I what to make my life in shape and to make my late family happy not for all this sleeping with a married woman well I have no choice than to leave my life the way I see it

Miss Morris came to my room and ask me , Anthony what happened to you?,I refuse to say a word I was just saying I'm fine at that time ,

She told me to attend to Jessica she is waiting for me ,

I went out side

Oh Jessica how you doing long time,where have you been ?.. well Anthony I'm fine I'm just at home resting and trying to make my self Happy

Wow That good Jessica

But actually for you to be sounding this way like you wanna make yourself Happy does it look as if you where not happy since or what did you mean by that. Well Anthony is a long story I breakup with my date because he don't love me as I can see to myself

I pay Him a visit on my way going I called he didn't pick up I tried to take my time and bath I make arrangements and I prepare my self going there the door was lock I ask the gate man there he didn't say anything cool ,I mean what I was expecting to hear from him he was actually saying something outside 5he bond

I waited for him a  Lady buy saw me outside the gate and she fall so pity for me She told me she wanted to speak with me and I was like why will you speak with me by the way I don't know you She said she just don't know but she just need to speak with me I said okay

We left for quite minute She told me that my lover man is not who I think he has been disturbing her for a relationship  he  take different kind of girls to his house and make love with them pretended to you that he loves you but they are all fake and stories

At first I told her are you okay I say to her why we you just come over and talk to someone you don't know do you think I will fall for this I love my guy and he loves me So why are you trying to put a separation in our mix

I see people like you bring destruction to other people life What is even your business and how did you even manage to know he is my boyfriend That means for a very long time you have been noticing me my in and out So you can do anything you wanted to do well I appreciate your thoughts And your lloyd's story

I disagree with her I didn't even pay enough attention to focus on what she was saying base on history of my mom, my mother has face a lot from men when it was her own time of our stages and most single ladies like us

Always come in and destroy you boyfriend and make you distance him away so they can take it from where you stop with him, my mum left her boyfriend as of then because of what a friend say to her that wasn't true she tell us the story and told us never to allow any one outside the bound to tell us to leave our man for what they say unless we found out by our self

So I wasn't really paying attention to that, let me share this with you my father let my mother because of what he hears and he didn't wait to see, he already concluded from the story flogging from the floggers, according to my mother she said she kept on trying to make my father trust her but he wasn't

They told him they saw my mother with an other man making love it was like a hail but my dad should have at list knows his wife that much someone that is even pregnant how will you even listen to something of such

So that was the main reason why, I didn't pay her attention when she was trying to convincingly to me, still I didn't pay attention but I won't blame my self for not listening, I mean I follow what my mom ask me to as an advisor, and that should always be like a ringing to ears so I won't say I am wrong anyway, or what did you think Anthony

Well you were not wrong you only follow principle and advice and that wasn't bad to say but at least things get changed every day and God have a purpose for everybody differently what happened to your mum might not even be what we go with you that was her own issue but doesn't have to come to yours so what is your understand here is people are not the same,

your destiny and mine is quite different even though we are from the same parent, so next time when you say things like that you just have to pay attention a little and in all you found out that what the lady actually want to tell you is the right thing why will I be use the word right it is true you could have please listen to her I make up your mind even though you don't believe but it will give you a guideline like you checking on him

Antonym actually you say the right thing but that was just thinking from the other aspect which was wrong like what you said everybody destiny is not the same everybody have their own temp and thanks a lot for the advice I really appreciate