Lifa it's good to see you again

It was already a miracle so far death decide to show up at this time and I couldn't be more glad and happy only for this happiness to be drain away for some unknown reason, I was cursing the bastard interferring with an old man death

Don't they know how to respect old age and leave an old man to die peacefully, who told them I need saving, wait hope that brat of girl didn't rushed me to the medic out of goodwill of heart, cause if she did I will make sure I beat her to death personally

My tight shut eyes kept twitch with the intense reflection penetrating my eyelid, I open my eye only to immediately shut them back cause I almost got blinded from the bright light that invaded my sight.

Slowly I opened them again as they manage to adjust slightly and cold deduce the figure of a man standing not far away from me, still struggling to see properly his voice sounded into my ears

You have indeed gone through alot, I most say you are a man of great mental fortitude" image of an aged man in robe properly appeared before my sight, his hands behind his back as he stare deeply at me

Is beard were white and his ponytail packed style hair compliment his figure perfectly, the way he stare at me is like a might figure starring down on an ant, I don't need a soothsayer to explain such look to me as I too have had it with many other lowly people I encountered before

He waved his hands over my indifferent and cold expression over his attitude and moved to the more important things at hand, dumping a load of sh*t on me about having accumulated lot of karma during my lifetime but positive and negative but the positive is more and had granted me a chance to pick out of three options

"why are the three options" I asked still less interested about anything he would want to offer, all I could wish for now more than anything is a peaceful rest with my new lady death in an honeymoon trip to afterlife

"one you get a chance to be reincarnated back into the same world you are coming from with all your memories wipe Clean, giving you a fresh start, there is more than fifty percent chances your new life will be extremely blissful and fruitful than the last one" flashing a bright smile at me but I wasn't moved

"seeing I didnt give a reaction he moved on to the next option "you will be sent back to The life you had just leave, still with your memories wipe Clean, best shot is that you would leave a fruitful life there, meet and even beat the Oscar family expectation and become the ruling star that his name will last few generation after your demise "

"just move on to the last one, I will pass on this option" I immediately interjected when he mentioned this option, forget about been a genius and, who would want to live an ordinary life after having live one way superior before hand

"last option is still similar, you would be sent back to the very life you just lived, but this time you will have the dream life you wish for, a perfect family and all, your kids will follow In your footsteps and make you proud, there won't be a need to.... kill them, instead you can spend quality time with them"

My dull eyes light up for a few moments before returning to its lifeless manner, the aged man smiled seeing a reaction from me for the first time since I arrived here

"great then it's settled, let me prepare to send you back already" the aged man robbed his hands together ready to do some hipcus hopcus

"there is no need, I will pass on all option" my answered starred the young man as frown itch on his face while he turned back to face me again confused why I would refuse when I actually showed reaction few moments ago

"you don't know what await you if you pass on all three option my boy, best I will advise you to pick one and simply go lead a peaceful life, die and escape this torment finally" giving me a heart felt advice still I didn't burge

Noticing my adamant behavior he shook his head in pity before proceeding to granty wish, making a slash gesture in the air a tear appear and from withing it I felt a soul piercing cold penetrating my being

Not just that I could hear the voice of all those I have ended their life one way or the other ranting am cursing promising to make my life a misery if I dare come in, to make matters worse I could hear my wife and kids beating their fist into their hands asking the old man to throw the unfilialfather and husband of theirs in already

"with you refusing all the positive karma gift you are only left with the negative karma gift, judgement of deeds, do you still wish to proceed" the aged man acquired from me

I shook my head look at him one more time as I took a step closer to the rift with gritted teeth not just from the cold emanating from the tear but Dr all the suppressed memories and pain I have bore till now

"what is the use of running away from the truth seeking a more peaceful way to escape one's fate, at the end we will still come back to it, no mater how one look at it, we will still meet with the inevitable, best we could do is delay it, but for me am ready to face mine head on than run around wasting time only to still come meet with it at the end" I endedy speech just I was at the edge of the rift

Flashing a cold smile at the aged man once more with my lifeless eyes I jump in "thank you all the way for your advice and concern, but the aren't for a non conventional person like me" my voice resounding from deep withing as my souls kept falling down leaving the aged man stunn

"you sure are an unconventional one" the aged man said smilingly to himself as he wave his hands closing the part behind me

Starring deep into where am falling to with the voice growing louder and the cold getting stronger I saw a small light at the distance growing big as I drew near so also is the pain and memories flashing through my head as I have to relive them in this short moment ofy descent

When my body final touch the light I felt the most terrifying pain I have ever felt in my life, my boldness fade away as I scream like a baby, crying and howling non stop till my figure completely disappeared leaving nothing behind.

An unknown time past with me dreaming and shouting, this pain is more than one can bare, voice tormenting me in my head and my soul been barbecued, on top of that my memories won't give me a break as they keep flashing before me one at a time especially the part I took my family lives

"Davis Oscar your positive karma can still save you, pick a part and save your soul" the aged man voice resounded within my head, urging me to give up and take a path

"never, it isy pain and cross to carry, let me bare the burden myself" I screamed back in rage, a lunatic is way better than me right now

"very well your choice" with the ending of his word the pain and everything intensified, if it where compared to forge room before now there is no different from me been directly exposed to the sun to be cooked

Slowly I start losing touch with everything, becoming a dummy of some sort, the only word coming of my mouth in wispher manner is it's my cross I mist bear the burden myself, I didn't even know where or when I am again

"you can rest now, you are a man of your words and is fitting to be a leader people can trust" I heard the aged man ranting off with some nonsense but could I care, all that was left for me is to just die again, they say souls don't die but I crave for deathore than life presently

After a short while the aged man voiced faded off I cold feel my sense returning to me some how but my vision where blur, and my hearing hazy, it took a long while for the image in from of me to grow clearer

"what are you dazing about, is this the first time you are seeing me" a voice I know too well assaulted my hear and the sight before me made my legs gave up on me, falling to the ground with tears streaming down my eyes

"Lifa it's so good to see you again" those where the one words I could mutter seeing this familiar towering figure before me