CHAPTER 107

(Douglas POV)

I thought Gin was gonna full on freak when she found out I wasn't going to dump Bethany.

I know it's wrong of me to get close to another girl while being in a long term relationship with the mother of my child but I have to try and figure this out.

Derrick has been great; he took charge when I couldn't find my voice.

Something about Gin has me speechless; I'm so nervous, so apprehensive, dry mouth comes to mind, that I can't speak or form any kinds of legible syllables.

"Thanks man. You did me solid back there." I praise Derrick, hoping we can try and figure things out between us and get on.

We aren't just family, we are brothers; twin brothers.

Derrick is my best friend, my Beta and my other half in this world.

Without him recently, it's been so tough. I don't know how to handle life without him.

No, I'm not gay!

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"She was HOT!" Derrick groans at the TV as we sit, watching some mindless show.