OUT OF HEADSPACE 1

I am done dressing up for the day when daddy comes to wake me up the next day.

He is surprised to see me all dressed and ready for the day. I am in big girl clothes today.

"Morning princess" He kisses me. He just holds me and takes me downstairs for breakfast, thankfully not commenting on my choice of clothes. I haven't been able to slip back into my headspace since yesterday's fiasco.

Daddy is just being patient with me. Giving me all the time I need.

He sits me on the high chair and starts feeding me yogurt and strawberries. It is not the same as it is with me being in my headspace. Daddy can sense it too.

But the fact that we have fallen in love with each other, little or not, remains. We both can feel that too.

After he feeds me, he wipes my face and smiles.

I go to the living room and play with Oly while Carlos finishes his breakfast and then goes upto his room to have a bath, after checking on me in the living room.

I am lying down on the floor on the carpet with Oly on top of me, cuddling when daddy comes back smelling delicious.

He sits beside us and Oly jumps to his laps. He holds Oly and kisses him.

I feel ... jealous.

"What would you like to do today princess?" He asks.

"You know that I have fallen in love with you and won’t run away?" I blurt out before I can stop myself.

He is shocked. Happily shocked I think because he is trying to hide the elation pretty evident on his face.

"Yes..." he says.

I notice that he doesn't tell me that he loves me too. But I guess it doesn't matter because I already know that he does.

He shows it, really often.

"Can you take me to the tour of this entire place? I haven't seen much ever since I have been here." I tell him.

"Come on baby girl!" He smiles and pulls me up with him for a tour of his place!

Oly follows us, happily wagging his tail and walking behind us.

Okay. So its a couple of hours later and I have found that this place is hugggeeeeeee.

We have a library inside! My favourite place. We also have a games room with all the indoor games in the world!

We have a swimming pool!

A tennis court.

I was a little mad at daddy for not showing me all this earlier.

Silly daddy!

We also step outside the house. The land belongs to Carlos as far as my eyes can see. There are a couple of hundred men outside to protect us. They have guns and shit.

I want to ask Carlos is we are mafia but I stop myself.

I also officially meet Gustavo. He is like a brother to Carlos. I like him. He really cares for Carlos.

I am really tired by the time we are done and I let daddy hold me even though I am not in my little headspace yet.

I want to nap.

"Can I sleep daddy?" I ask Carlos as he is carrying me inside the house again.

"After you eat something, sweet heart." He tells me.

"But I am reallllyyy sleepppyyy..." I yawn.

Daddy chuckles.

I fall asleep in his arms. After a while I feel daddy putting a bottle inside my mouth. I resist. No bottles. I am a big girl.