Over and over thoughts of achieving out filled Dosan's mind especially since he felt that it was better to be a coward and for him to live than for him to be dead just because he couldn't say no. Yet, no matter how much he spoke to himself and geared himself up, he still couldn't bring himself to go to Makin to say no.
That night was the night they felt they would be contacted with Wein having contacted them the minute Makin accepted the suggestion and decided to join the organization as long as they could provide them with more power that would enable them to rival the one Ashen already had.
All three of them went for dinner as usual in the cafeteria along with the rest of their friends as Dosan did his best to mechanically eat up the food on his plate regardless of the fact that his heart wasn't in any way there.