CRIMSON LUCA
This is the third time that I uses my body wash. I hate how Isabelle s scent left in my skin and in my clothes. I even threw my suit on the trash bin. I look up and let the water washed the soap in my face. I even uses all the mouthwash in that bottle. I even wanted to drink alcohol to make sure that Isabelle s saliva will be eliminated. Just like how I felt in that party in hotel.
'I thought I am longing for her…but I feel disgusted when I caress her, embraces her and when I kiss her—damn! I even wanted to vomit. I don t feel anything at all. Not even a single excitement. Unlike before…does it mean that she is no longer a woman to me?