Chapter 119

Ava

I woke up with sweat on my head, my breathing shallow. As the remnants of nightmares still haunt me. The sweat rolled down from my head. I looked out of the window only to see that it is extremely early in the morning.

The sun has not even come up yet. I get up from my bed and walk in front of the mirror. I splash some cold water on my face. 'I can go through this' I remind my self.

I have learned to live alone from a very young age. I do not have the luxury, time, or money to go to a psychologist. The night mares reduced for some time but they get very constant whenever I get anxious about work or my degree.

I take a deep breath and remind my self that I am a badass bitch. And, I can make a grown men cry.