She could feel the pain slowly overcoming her soul. The agony, the grief, taking over all that she once thought was alive in her. She felt so empty that she was sure her whole body will echo if someone was to shake her. But she stood, rigid as though a hundred years old tree, clinging onto the only thing that made her alive; her eyeglasses. 

Through those glasses, she had seen things she had wished she could erase. She had hated the things she once loved, places she once cherished and the man she grew up to love. 

It didn’t matter who he was to her, his role in her life or even the title he possessed. She was going to take revenge, she was going to make him regret, she was going to make her father cry right before her eyes!

But what if he chose to add more pain to her aching wounds? The day he declared her married to a gateman, the strings left attaching her with him were forcefully cut off. And she was certain even if it would take her till eternity, so long as she stayed married to the gateman, her father would never know what happiness felt like!

Married To The Gateman

<p>She knew it was high time for her to get accustomed to the pain, because she had been in so much pain since she was a little girl. But Fareeda wondered why it was so different when it came to Mujaheed, like she didn't have the control of her emotions whenever it came to him. She had cried like never before, screamed and begged for Allah to mend things back to how they used to be. She didn t know what she was going to do anymore, he wasn t even ready to listen to her for her to tell him her excuse, everything had been choked up for her. If only he would listen to her, but she knew from the way he looked earlier, listening to her would be the last thing he would ever do.</p>

Chapter 54 34: Death