It hurt, so much that she wouldn't dare lie to herself that it didn't. She wanted to spew out all that Kulthum had forced into her throat this morning and also, she wanted to cry until her eyes stopped responding to her glass and she would stay blind forever. Tears pooled the brink of her eyes and she heard as the doorknob got turned and he walked into the room with the grace and sophistication of the king he had always been born to be.