I woke for the fifth time, or was it sixth....... I difn't knew, I had lost count. I thought fainting had became my new routine. My eyes were still puffy from all the crying, my head was hurting, my heart ached, my whole body was trembling.
I was up from last few hours but as soon as my eyes opened, all the memories of morning came crashing down. That was the clue for my eyes to shed tears. But now I was silent. I've had ran out of tears. Instead of my eyes, my heart was crying.
I had been sitting on floor with knees closed to my chest, arms wrapped around myself, seeking warmth, comfort.
Everything seemed so heart breaking. The memories of my childhood no more brought sadness, but a feeling of betrayal. I couldn't brought myself to believe that everything I thought was not true......that it was all lie. Angie's words ringed continuosly in my ears.
My eyes staring at door in front of me.