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Once Melanie was done with having her warm bath that evening, she now took a white towel that was found beside her in her bath room and wiped off the left over water that was found on her body at that time.

Once she was done wiping out the water from her body, she now decided to leave the bath room as she went directly towards her closet to look for a night dress to put on and then sleep.

Immediately as she arrived at her closet, she immediately saw at once what she wanted to put on at that moment. As she just pulled it at once from her closet in order to put it on that night.

Just at the moment when she was done putting on her night dress, her nanny came back to her bed room as she heard a knock on her door.

" Knock, knock, knock.... " some one knocked at the door. At that moment, Melanie did not know who was at the door. But all what was in her head was that, it was either her father or her mother who has come to see her in her bed room. And she was not ready to welcome any of them in her bed room as they were all just so annoying to her.

She did not want to set her eyes on any of them. She wanted to make sure that the person that was knocking was neither her mother nor her father.

" Who is there ? " Melanie asked with a very loud voice as she drew more closer to the door of her room to hear more clearly the voice of who was standing at her door at that time.

" It's me Melanie your nanny. " Her nanny said with a very loud voice as loud as that of a trumpet when it was been sound just a little bit. She was doing this so that Melanie could hear from inside.

" I can not hear you well. Who did you say you were again ? " Melanie furthered asked as she did not really listen to what she was saying from out side. The thickness of the door of her room was preventing her from really hearing what her nanny was saying from out side as well as she did not know that it was her nanny who was standing out side.

How ever, her nanny still decided to reply her as she continued shouting from out side from the top of her voice.

" It's your nanny, please open up the door. " her nanny continued talking as she was trying to make her know the person who was at her door that time.

Melanie finally hearing and identifying who was standing at the door at last now decided to open up the door as she said " Ooooo nanny, I did not know you were the one. Hold on a little bit so that I can open up the door for you. "

Melanie said as she was trying to open the door real quick for her nanny to enter and say what she had to say if she had any information to pass to her.

" Ooo nanny, I am really sorry ok ? I did not know that you were the one standing at my door and knocking. " Melanie said as she continued explaining to her nanny why she did not open up the door real quick. As she was really sorry and was apologising with out stopping.

" I thought it was either my mother or my father. That was why I did not want to open up the door. " Melanie said as she was explaining what she was thinking at that time as well as why she was thinking about that.

" Any way, I thought you were sleeping already. You told me a good night so I thought that you were going now to bed for good. " Melanie said with a very cold voice as she now reduced the volume of her voice and was now so calm as she did not want any one else to know that they both were having a conversation at that moment.

" So tell me nanny, what is wrong ? What made you to come back again ? Or did you forget any thing in my room ? " Melanie asked her nanny with a very slow voice as she was very curious about what her nanny had come back to do in her room after she had told her that good night.

As she was really wanting to know the main reason why she was she had come back to look for her in her room.

She wanted to know real quick with out waisting time. As she asked the question with out hesitating.

" Or do you want to come in first ? " Melanie asked her nanny with a very cold and normal voice as she thought that she was thinking already that she was not being polite at all in any way as she did not ask her nanny to enter her room before and was talking to her from out side.

" No Melanie. It's ok. " her nanny said with a very calm and polite tone as she was trying to tell her the main reason why she had come back to her bed room as she had seen so clearly from Melanie's face that she wanted to really know why she had come back to her room later that night.

From Melanie's face, one could clearly see that she was very curious and wanted to know every thing that was happening with the speed of light. She could no longer wait any more.

Her nanny seeing that she was being so curious over knowing what was happening at that time, decided to quench her curiosity by telling her what actually brought her back to her bed room at last.

" Melanie, the main reason why I came back to your bed room was to ask you if you wanted any thing for dinner so that I can make it for you. " her nanny said with a very low tune as she was putting on a broad smile on her face which could clearly be seen and identified by Melanie as she wanted to know if Melanie was hungry and wanted to have any thing for dinner.

" Ooo no nanny. I am not hungry this evening, just let it be, don't stress your self ok ? " Melanie replied her nanny back with a very calm voice as she was actually very serious with what she saying.

As with every thing that she had gone through that day, she did not really have appetite to eat. So she had to just tell her that let her just allow it it and go to bed.

" Ok I think I will go to bed right now. " Melanie said with a very soft and subdued voice as she further continued to make her understand that she have had a very bad day as well as a very stressful one. And all she wanted at that moment was to go to bed and have some rest.

She did not want any one to disturb her as she was going to bed at that particular moment.

" Ooo alright then. You can go to bed then. " Her nanny said with a very cold and subdued voice as she was trying to be very nice as she has always been.

Melanie's nanny could clearly understand that Melanie was so tired since she had been out for some time now before she had finally come back home. And more to that, she had not have some rest the whole of that day. So there was a great need for her to have a huge rest.

" Good night Melanie, and sleep soft ok ? " Her nanny said to her as she was leaving while putting on a very broad and captivating smile that was so touching and so breathe taking to the soul.

The smile that she had given to Melanie on her way back to her own bed room was just so appealing to the body and soul as well as the mind as Melanie loved every single thing about it.

" Good night once more nanny. " Melanie replied as she further wished her nanny a good night once more and also threw back a perfect smile to her nanny. This was a way to show her that she was very happy and satisfied with her Nanny's services towards her as she has always been from the on set.

As she stood directly in front of the door of her bed room looking at her nanny and observing carefully how she was moving as she walked passed the corridor going down stairs first of all. Though she did not know why she just loved looking at her while she was going, she just decided to continue doing that because at least it made her to be happy.

She just loved her Nanny so much but she could never love her more than the way she loved her at that particular moment because nanny was not her biological mother, and she will never ever be her biological mother in any way.

She was just blind fooling her self loving her like her own mother because her nanny will never be her mother. Her mother will always be her mother no matter how hard she is towards her and no matter what. As well as her nanny will always be her nanny no matter what.

There was no way she could ever change that because that was that and she had to take it the way life had presented it to her.

And it very true too that if God wanted to make in such a way that her nanny was supposed to be her biological mother, he could have done that for quite a very long time now even before Melanie could have ever dreamed of entering her mother's womb for her to be born.

That is same thing if the same God had chosed that her mother should be her mother.

The only thing that Melanie had to do at that particular moment was to accept her mother the way she was and stop being so mad at her all the time and worse still comparing her mother to her nanny.

That was just so disrespectful as she had the habit of doing that almost all the time. If not in her thoughts, she compared them while talking physically. And that was not a very good thing of hers.

How ever, Melanie was just doing what was right for her as she did not want that any thing should borther her again. She was done with suffering a the time simply because of the kind of decisions that her parents take as well as the kind of way that they both treat her as if she did not exist at all.

So the only way that at least she could try and be happy in her life was to be close to her nanny almost all the time. That was because, at least get nanny could understand her perfectly and she knew what she was going through all her life.

She was the only person in which she could at least confined to. She had always given a listening ear to her problems as she always makes sure that she helps her and as well find some possible solutions for most of the problems that she had been bringing forth to her that she had.

" If not love, who will ever treat me the way my nanny is treating me right now ? " said Melanie to her self after standing directly in front of her door looking at her nanny for quite some time now thinking about all the good qualities and virtues that her nanny had on her.

" Most often I think that all those good virtues that she had in her already were in born as it can not be separated from her . " Melanie said as she still continued thinking and wondering about all the good things that her nanny had been doing for her.

How ever, it was a very good thing as her Nanny's good ways had a very good impact on her. As it had more of positive impacts in her than negative impacts. This was because, she have had only one nanny in all her life till present.

So if she has become a very good and well mannered young lady today it is due to the good virtues that her nanny already had in her and had implanted it in her too since she was still very little till now.

It was really a good thing having her as a nanny. As well as the best thing that had ever happened to her in all her entire life. It was a very good thing for her nanny to do as it made her to have a very good manner of approach as well as to know the good and the bad things in the world.

When she was watching and looking at her nanny as she walked passed the different bed rooms that were all found in that place, some thing just came up in her mind as she had just remembered it. As she now decided to call on her nanny before she finally succeeds to go down stairs and disappear for good.

" Nanny ? " Melanie said with a very sorrowful face as she shouted from the top of her voice that every one at that corridor could hear the sound of her voice so clearly if they were all found there at that time.

As she was wanted to ask her question peacefully. At once, her nanny heard Melanie calling for her as she immediately turned with out hesitating. As she decided to answer her call with out waisting even a single second.

" Yes Melanie. " Her nanny answered with a very normal tone as the sound of her voice was not too loud nor was it too low but it was as good as ok for Melanie to clearly listen to the reply she had given to her. As she now decided to ask her what she had in mind.

" Is mom back from work already ? " Melanie finally asked her nanny with a very moderate tone as her voice was not that too low nor too high for her nanny to listen to as her nanny could hear all what she was saying at that time as well as the question that she had just asked her. As she now decided to reply her question.

" No Melanie, your mom is not yet back from work. But I am very sure that she will be back from work any moment from now. " her nanny asked her with a very calm voice as she was answering the question that Melanie had asked her genuinely and with all her heart as she held no grudges against Melanie as well as her mother because they were all her boss and they were too good for her to have held any form grudges or hatred against them.

That will be so ungrateful of hers because they have all helped her uncountable times and have always respected her and her privacies as well as they have never failed her in any way nor hold her payment even when she was sick. So if she was trying to plot any thing against them, it will be very bad as it will make her to look like a very ungrateful person after all what they had been doing for her from the on set.

How ever, it was a very good thing that she was not doing such a thing as well as she was having just the perfect personality that every woman had to have in her life.

It was just so exceptional as women of her kind were just so rare that they could not be found any where. There was the need for all women to be her nanny because she was just so special and different.

It was like the mould that was been used while creating her was destroyed immediately after she was created because in the whole of this earth, no one likes her could ever be found.

The only thing that could be so nice for her was that they all should be able to know how to behave them selves so that they could all live happily as well as enjoy their lives perfectly like the normal people that they all are.

" As usual. I thought as much though. " Melanie said as she was just so discouraged and disappointed following the fact that her mother was not always around when she needed her. How ever, she was already so angry again as she just decided to forget about what she had in mind.

Her mother was not there for her to share the ideas that she had just gotten in mind. How ever, it was not a new thing and it will never be a new thing to her because at least, she has been experiencing that for over quite some time now and it was just so alarming and so aching for the ears to hear.

And worse still for some one to know. It was not just a good thing for Melanie to hear at that moment. That was because she was just starting to be very happy and she did not want any little thing to just spoil the happiness thst she had tried and had.