4. SEE YOU

"Okay, you can be my friend. Well at least you can be a big brother to me," Jihan said by looking at my appearance. "Oh, I look old don't I?" I exclaimed sullenly looking at him. "No really, it's just that your appearance looks older. If you have a face, you probably look young too," said Jihan, nodding at me. I really can't believe it when a girl says that to me. "I'm touched by your words," I said and laughed afterwards. We both enjoyed the view of the lake while sitting under the green grass. At first I was hesitant because I'm not used to it. I really feel weird doing this. "You're such a weirdo, just sitting on the grass like this. You look scared," Jihan teased, glancing at me. "Hahaha... I'm not afraid, maybe I'm just not used to it," I said defensively. "Is it fun being rich?" asked the sweet girl looking at me from the side. I looked up to see his perfectly formed face. "Why do you ask that?" I asked because he was the only one who asked me that. "Yes, I'm just purely curious. I'm very lucky to be able to ask you this. Because I've always been curious," he explained with a smile. His eyes seemed to be imagining something. "Hm, being a rich person is fun enough. Yes, everything has to be happy and sad. It depends on how we behave. If I feel dizzy how to do work files. I also feel like running away to be an ordinary person. But if I need something I want like food I like and it's expensive. I have to do my best work so I can get it," I explained by telling what I felt. "Oh, so you really are that kind of soul huh. That's cool, I also want to be rich. I'm really serious," he said excitedly. His eyes opened wide. "Then do your job with passion, you can definitely become rich and you can buy whatever you want, hahaha..." I laughed happily with Jihan.

We kept talking for an entire hour. He didn't say much about himself. In fact, I vent to him about everything I feel. It feels weird. I just met him. I suddenly feel comfortable telling stories. Honestly, Jihan is a good listening girl. He wants to hear what I have to say. Even if it's pretty useless. I'm also very happy to be able to continue to see the smile of this cute girl with a raised nose and thin lips and her two brown eyes shading every glance that looks at her. Jihan is a unique girl. I really want to get to know him more. I hope that Jihan and I don't just meet in front of the lake. I hope Jihan and I can meet in front of the sea, mountains or roads, beaches and everything in this world. Why does it feel like I'm living a different life. Yes, I feel like I'm on a cloud every time I see Jihan's face. The strange and colorful taste really makes this soul more alive. If only Jihan could feel what it feels like. I must be very lucky for that. "What do you like?" Jihan asked in a soft voice. "Hm, food or music or what? You're asking the obvious," I said sullenly. Jihan laughed for a while "Okay fine, hm, what kind of food do I like?" "I like sweet food. Anything, as long as it tastes sweet. Because when my tongue tastes sweet I can feel comfort in my mind. Yes, that's it," I answered by looking from the side of this girl named Jihan. "Oh, it's different with me. If I prefer spicy taste. I like spicy food. Whatever it is. For me spicy food can make me excited under any circumstances," explained the wavy blonde girl excitedly. "If I eat spicy food. My stomach will immediately hurt. I don't know but it really happened to me." "Well, you're not that cool. Even though it's really fun if the two of us can eat spicy food together. It will make the spirit very burning. Hahaha ..." Jihan laughed out loud while fixing his long hair to hide some behind his ear. "If you ask I will definitely want to eat spicy food with you. I will definitely be very happy if we can meet again," I said, a little shyly smiling down. Jihan even nudged my arm roughly. "You're my friend, we can meet three times a week," Jihan said with his eyes wide open. I really enjoyed hearing that. It also means that you want to see me again. "Okay fine, I promise to eat spicy food with you. But I don't promise to finish my spicy food okay?" I cried seeing his face.

"Yes, you can calm down about that," said Jihan firmly. We both enjoyed again around the lake which was so cool. The morning air is very refreshing and the warm sunshine is very good for me. I gently touch the green grass. It felt really good sitting on the grass like this without a mat. I feel at home with someone I love. Jihan, yes that girl. I have affection for him. "Then what's your favorite place, Aslan?" Jihan asked, narrowing his eyebrows in front of me. "You're very curious, aren't you?" "Yes, if I ask that means I'm just curious," said Jihan trying to defend himself. "Okay, I'll answer it," I said then paused for a moment looking at the vast lake. "I like places where there are people I like. That means I like any place if the person I like is beside me," I answered clearly. "My answer really didn't occur to me. I think you like nightclubs or beaches with lots of women maybe," said Jihan with a little laugh. "Hm, I'm not that kind of person," I exclaimed looking away. "My answer is very honest. I win to like any place as long as it is with the people I like," I explained in more detail. "So if it's not the person you like where you are. You don't like the place? For example the person you care about is no longer in this world. Does that mean you don't like the earth?" "Yes, it's not like that either. Of course I will be happy because I will always pray for him there," I said simply. Jihan nodded as if thinking of something. I don't know what. But it's clear. The girl with long hair without bangs is looking at the lake with her hands touching the back of the green grass. I really like it when he's quiet like that. Silence is so sweet like that. Oh my god I really love him.