PART 34

This man with quick steps walked carrying a large container on his back and he put the container in a large hut that contained thousands of potatoes. "You're very kind," I said, complimenting the man kindly. "Thank you, after all this is indeed your duty. I feel sorry for you because you are a new woman in this village. I mean you are a new resident in this village," said the man kindly. "What's your name?" I asked politely while holding out my hand. "My name is Stefan," the man said with a sweet smile. "Oh my name is Jihan," I said, letting go of his hand. Now the boss of this village seems to be coming from behind me. He was ready to check how many kilos of potatoes I had harvested. "So let's count. How many kilos of potatoes is this. If it's less than what I want. You'll be right back in the garden," said the boss with a face full of hair. Even his face looks like it's very small. He only spoke once because of his two big cheeks. It's okay to say boss. His body is also very big. Even three times my body weight maybe. Now the boss named William is starting to weigh with a scale that I've never seen before. In the city I have never seen that thing. After finishing weighing. William smiled at me. I'm so relieved luckily I can rest. "Okay, fine. Now you can go home. This is enough potatoes," William said pleasantly. It was completely different when he told me to harvest potatoes. He looked fierce. Now when your work satisfies him he looks very good in my eyes. I bowed slightly while saying thank you a few times. "Yeah, yeah no problem. Here's the money," William said, reaching into his oversized coat. I reached into my pocket and he gave me some money. I received the money with great pleasure. This is the first time I've received money here with my hard-earned money. This money can be used to pay rent for the house. Hmm, it's really tiring to earn money like this. "Eh, Steven why are you here? Don't you want to approach Jihan huh? You like Jihan, don't you?" teased William by pointing at Steven. I saw Steven's face was very funny. He even scratched the back of his head. "Eh, that's not good. I just helped him carry this container of potatoes tofu," Steven said then he just left. That's really weird. Why are you just leaving now? Why not earlier.

"I'll excuse myself then," I said to William and I immediately ran after Steven. I want to thank him. Maybe I can treat him to some food here but what... is there anyone selling food here? I continued to walk broadly. So that I can get closer to Steven..Steven's back is very difficult for me to approach. I had to call him. "Hey Steven!" call me loudly. Making the people in this wheat field look at me with their eyes fixed on me. I smiled at them. They are male and female parents who harvest wheat together. I saw Steven stopped there and waited for me who was walking towards him. "What's wrong Jihan?" asked Steven with a face like he didn't care about me. Jutek to be more precise "I just want to thank you. Maybe I can treat me," I said nonchalantly. Yes honestly I want to have friends here. I think di is good enough for me. I don't want to be alone in this village. At least he is a friend who might be said to be almost the same age as me. Because I really believe in his face and appearance. "A treat? Hahaha, no one sells food here. It's also far from here. You'd better go to town to accompany the masher," said Steven with a disgusted face looking at me. I glared at him. My heart felt like it was being stabbed deeply by a sword. How could he know about my life in the city. How did he know? Why did he say that to me? I was annoyed and angry with him. I approached him more closely. "How do you know all that?" I asked sharply glaring in his face. "Everyone seems to know. But they just kept quiet," said Steven with a very relaxed face. I slapped ya on the cheek hard. That punch really satisfied me. I couldn't believe that he would say such a harsh word to me. His face now looks angry to see me .. let me be very satisfied doing that. "You shouldn't have said that to me. You really are being very rude," I said firmly against his nose. Now I turn around and walk away quickly. My heart is broken now. I see people looking at me with eyes like I really am a very sinner. I thought life in the village would be more fun. It turns out that there are also people whose models are like Steven. Steven really is very bad, it hurts my heart. I will no longer be near him. I hope I never see his face again. Steven had made me fly and then just knocked me down. I thought when I first met him he was really a nice guy but it turned out to be like this. You're crazy, Steven!

I ran all the way to my house. I cry in this living room. With a very furry sofa color. Because this is the only house I can rent. I'm alone here. Having no one and when someone hurt me. I'm really devastated. Oh God, only to you I can tell all these feelings. I tried to stand up and walked to my room. See my face in the mirror. Stressed I'm really stressed right now. I want a pen and a book. Diary yes. I need this. I haven't written a diary in a long time. I really need that stuff. Maybe tomorrow or late afternoon I can go to the other side of the village to buy some equipment. Okay. I started not crying anymore. Because I get annoyed when I have to cry. Stupid, stupid, stupid. I'm so stupid oh my god. Now I'm wiping my tears again so I don't cry anymore. I started to take a deep breath and went to the kitchen to drink some water. I'm a little hungry. Luckily there were still boiled eggs left over from last night. I ate it voraciously. Maybe I should buy more eggs later. Because it's over. Now I'm out of the house and headed to Stella's house. She is a mother who has one son who I think is very stubborn. Stella is my neighbor too. I knocked on the door and the door opened. A woman with hair in a cepol looks disheveled. "Sorry, I haven't showered yet. I just cooked. What's wrong, Jihan?" Stella asked. I saw behind Dani playing with the wooden toy car while running to and fro. "Oh, I just wanted to ask. Where can I get vegetables and seasonings in this village?" I asked politely.